To the MCR gang

Dear all,

I love you guys. Really. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.
Maggie
Pauline
Xin Ru
Caryn
Melissa
Chie Ling
Elaine
Cai Ling

And I have thought long and hard before I decided to write this here today cos I know some of you do read my blog.

The thing is.. (most of) you got to stop making fun of me before I get really pissed.
You may think I am making a mountain out of molehill... that you are just "teasing".. but everything has its limits.

I, have my limits, and I, am reaching my limits real soon.

I do understand that sometimes it is really funny lar. Like i do stupid things and all...
I just hope, u all will stop making fun of my size.
Because, it is not helping me. AT ALL.

You know, my sec sch friends also make fun of my size and my weight too. but i never, ever get mad at them.
Because, they know how to 适可而止.

Whereas, I am sorry to say this.. (most of) you guys don't.. Especially that saturday when you all totally slammed me in front of the new colleagues and Cleo.. I mean, within ourselves I still can 忍.. but i seriously feel it's quite bad of you all to do this in front of others.

You may say Elaine and Melissa are treated same way as well.. but think lar. Is it really same?
You may say that it is fun to poke at me and I'm wad xie xin that makes you all laugh and it's my honour, but hey, it's ME you are making fun of, not you. Of cos you will think it's funny and fun and HAHAHHAHA PH IS SO FAT.

I am not angry.. just tired of laughing along when I feel hurt inside.
Sometimes I will think, "why go to gatherings.. in the end you all will just make jokes out of my size and laugh and be happy.. but I am not happy at all."

Elaine, you should know what I mean right. Cos you did feel the same way as well.

I hope none of you will get offended by this entry.
If you do, then I guess you can't accept my point of view and my feelings.


p.s: pls do not say things like "DEN GO JIAN FEI SO WE WUN SAY U ANYMORE LAR!". if you do, then you are really missing the point of this entry.

Thanks.