Good one, yo~

When I told yq that I feel like quitting s_____ & m________,the following is his reply:

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nice one, brother. HAHAHHAHA.

I finished reading [The Last Song]!
Niceeeeeeeeeeee. :)

And I bought a new hard disk today.
$209.
Price not nice =(

And sissy's present is gonna cost me $200.
Very not nice =((

And the xmas presentSSSSS that I have to buy are gonna cost me i-dont-know-how-much.
Super unnice.

and genting trip is gonna cost me depends-on-how-much-i-exchange.
i wanna die le -_-

Oh well, think I should start reading on my other books le.
Nighttt

Feel kinda weird that I am sorta in contact with bread again.
After.. 4 yrs? HAS IT BEEN 4 YRS LE?
I remember it was poly days HAHHA. I'm sure kit jies tiff nat remember who that is man.
Memories do fade.
It faded till I dont really remember him, and what exactly happened that made me SO mad at him.

Until he came back -_-
and now the memories are all coming back lar.
Like when I walked past this bench near my house yesterday, I went, "HEY! WE SAT HERE BEFORE!" and the thing is, I walked past that bench umpteen times and didnt have that thought until now.

Kinda uneasy. Cos I used to hate him so much, and yet now.... somehow the hate is gone. LOL. yet the hurtful memories remain. definitely weird. like everything doesnt make much sense somehow?

He did apologise though.. for hurting me so much last time. well, he should. =x and he said that he will transfer my $100 back to me within these few days. YES! got more money to pay sch fees le ^^


But aiya, can be normal friends la. but want him and me to be as close as me and my besties. no way man. I cant trust such a person, I guess. haha.



ANyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISSY. you are 21 liao, OLD LADY :D

I BOUGHT [THE LAST SONG]!!!!!
The best thing is, it's FOC. Cos I have this $30 marina sq voucher from last yr ahhahha.
and expiring this Dec lo. pro. I knew I keep the vouchers for smth impt de.. and HERE IT IS! =D

Can't wait to read it and watch the movie next yr. wooooohooooos.

BYE :D

OMG!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dear John is one of my fav Nicholas Sparks' books and the movie is coming out in Feb 10!!!!!! I CANT WAIT YO! The trailer is as follows and omgomgomgomg. the male lead is EXACTLY HOW I PICTURE HIM TO BE LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!! *excited*





And I cant believe I DONT KNOW THAT NICHOLAS SPARKS NEW BOOK IS OUT.
wthhhh. since oct somemore. It's call [The last song] and he actually wrote the screenplay before writing the book! and Miley Cyrus (hannah montana) is starring as the female lead! I cant wait for this movie too ^^ Apr 10. WOOTS.

ANYONE WANNA GET THE BOOK FOR ME FOR XMASSSSSS???? LET ME KNOW OKIE. den I get a nice present for you too. hahhahahhaha. but i tink I'll go find it after work tmr. den buy it and read it like, immediately. hahhahaha.

I feel like reading dear john again now~~~~~~ it's a damn bittersweet book <3~~

It's a relief that exams are over.. one thing off my mind yo.
But there are many more things on my mind...
Like work, work work work.
and money $_$
Anyone who has any pt jobs for wkend pls intro okies.. and jobs for aunties too, haha.
Cant believe it but I'm gg back to hotline to work in dec, which reminds me that I have to submit my schedule soon. all for the sake of $$ yo.

I am trying to imagine myself working hotline on sat (half shift), caryndidi's tuition thing on sun (full day), full time @ current company and taking 5 mods for studies.
wa piangz eh I myself see liao I also tio scared. So.. I guess I have to weigh my priorities..


Anyway, past two weeks had been spent blissfully with my family, despite what happened to my papa and all. I really can get used to this kind of no-work life man. But nah, our family situation doesnt allow me to do that. Lol. plus if I have this kind of life for the next 2.5yrs, it'll become a normality for me and I wouldnt learn to appreciate it liao, right? =)

I think the amount of money that I spend this month is the lowest in this year. LOL. (cos stuck at home for so many days..) okay la exclude my sis's 21st present, which is gonna cost like, $200? WTH LA when it was MY 21st bday, she paid $20 only lor! plus I bought the present using MY OWN $$ then she paid me after that de lor!
oh well, like they say, it's the thought that counts I guess. HAHA~

Dont think I will do well in this semester..cos play too much liao sigh.
Nxt sem try again...

and thanks to mama for all your help with my studies ^^
U AIM A OK! I aim pass =X HAHAHHAA.

Next mon is back to hell yo.
everyone jia you for exams. me will jia you @ work de.

Night!

omggggg WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME?
Dammit man. this is the last lap to freedom le. dont mess with me tonight please.

Last paper in 27 hrs' time yo!
AND I AM SICK. MUHAHHAHAHHA.
cant stop coughing. even pi pa gao doesnt work liao..
I can feel my face turning purple.
A good colour, but I dont want it on my face (other than eyeshadow).
Ah crap.

back to the notes.
Byee


p.s: cant see any meteor shower yest. sian =(
Heard that some kukus saw meteor at 5.45am at ECP.
Dammit la. I went to sleep at 530am!

I just dont learn my lesson.
sigh. Once bitten, twice shy... and yet I go and let myself be bitten once,twice,thrice,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 times.
and yet I still dont learn.

Ok back to mugging, YO.
and I love pi pa gao!
It's making me cough lesser :D

i love gossip girls!

Jenny (From gossip girls) is soooooooo pretty!
Sorry ar, me is too lazy to go and find out her real name and all.. cos im on a half hr break from my studies and cant resist posting her pics here :D

I dont quite like her character from the start.. it's like a little girl trying to act grown up like blair and serena and all.. but cant deny that she HAS grown up (in the show). LOL. plus her hair is gorgeous yo!~ Love the pale blond :D

Ok, this is the OLD jenny. When I still detested her (character).


But now.....

Guess which one is her? :D

Love those legs :D and her hAIR!!! THE HAIR! oMg. chio-ness cans?!
I am gonna re-watch season3 ep9 cos it shows alot of her hahhaha.
for now... back to the books -_-

p.s: Sorry if I create any spoilers for those who hasnt watch goosip girls season3 yet.. but then again i never divulge any storyline k :D

love.

The moment she saw him after the operation, she busied herself by fussing him - flipping his pillow, making milo for him and feeding him with it... etc.

He looked at her with love in his eyes.. "Mommy, 辛苦你了". His tone, too, was filled with love.
She didn't reply him, but her blush, and the expression on her face, showed that she too, love him with all her heart.

It was very, very romantic (:

I think.. I got the answer I was looking for.
hahahaha.


On a side note,
Thanks to all those for praying and worrying and asking after my dad :)
The op is successful! He seems kinda in pain so we'll sayang him more :))
Thanks guys!!!! *HUGS*

daiso and aunties

FINALLY went Daiso with my Ah bu (mommy) and Sissy awhile back.
Hoho. bought $20+ worth of stuffs la. satisfied :D
Could have bought more but the store was closing -____-|||
Plus I was on a secret mission hiak hiak hiak =x
Can you imagine pH in a black cloak and black sunglasses snopping around Daiso, fulfilling her secret mission?!
Cools, YO~

I was mainly stuck at the stationery section, trying to convince myself NOT to buy any of the cute stationery :D
Even steered myself away from the stickers section. Muhahahaha.
In the end I ONLY bought these super cute letter sets hahhaa.

Anyway, ah bu was stuck at the Laundry section for almost 1hr la -__-|||
Bth her. she spent ard 30mins choosing the aluminum mats for the fridge.
Below are some pics that I took while she was taping the mats to the fridge's shelves.

When she knew that I was taking pics of her, she went, "LET ME PUT MY "NICE CLOTH" around my neck first!" omgggg...

This pic even better... she purposely adjusted her ring to face upwards so "the pic will look nicer." -______-|||

TADA!!!! Process completed! Dear "sister", both cans in the fridge are ka(1)-na(1)-cai(3). My ah bu purposely put them inside for me to tk e pic. I told her that my friend doesnt know what kanacai is and she was shocked and went, "下次请他吃!!" LOL funnyyyy.

random pic: ah bu web-camming with Bro and me hiding behind her :D

Dear Xin Ru and Maggie,

I am sorry that you have to cover my bookings for the next one week. I promise that I'll be cow be horse （做牛做马) after I go back to work. and I promise that I will study hard, so that your efforts to help me cover my shits will not be gone to waste. (shit.. waste.. wao. im a genius).

But I cant promise you that I'll fall asleep while studying. You see, that cant be controlled. But I'll try my best not to close my eyes.. I'll even try not to blink o.o

Oh and please remind me to tell you guys the eerie thing that happened in the office just now.
I nearly peed in my pants. NEARLY. BUT I CONTROLLED.
According to our ex-stay late colleague (aka pauline), the eerie stuffs happened at 3+am.
I am puzzled why it happened at 2+am just now.
and I am still kinda freaked out. *shivers*

Alright, it's 4.05am and I shall go sleep or I'll really wake up too late to study tomorrow.
Once again, thank you for helping me cover my dutiesssss.
I LUB U GUYS DEEP DEEP. -> now I talk like big ears aka elaine. HAHAHHAA.

bye bye see you all in one week's time. Hopefully I'll be slimmer by then *winks*


<3,
pH aka ah neh

at 1+am @ work...

pH:
ROARR
i nearly fell aslp -_-
imagine i wake up den my colleagues at work.. THAT WILL B FUNNY RIGHT

yq says:
lol
ph y u still here? u din go back?
HUH??? I MISSED FISH N CO??? OMG

pH says:
DAMn
how u noe that will be the first thing on my mind
U NOE ME SO WELL CHENY
*HUGS*
HAHHAHA

yq says:
loll
awww
人间有爱

pH says:
wtf

one down. two to GO!
Okay my previous entry sounds depressing =/
The paper was bad.. simi proj de topics exam not tested. BLUFF DE LOR!!!!
ALL CAME OUT CANS? ok la not all, most.
BUT STILL.. MOST. wa lao eh. I felt like I trying to crap stuffs out of nothing hahahhahaa.
Basically those that I memorised, didnt come out.
Those that I didnt memorise, CAME OUT.
AND ONE OF THE QNS was about memo format.
@#$%^&* I DID THAT QN FOR THE PROJ!!!
But cos it was like, 4mths ago? So I happily forgot the format.
HAHHAHHAHAHA. Omg so screwed =x (still can laugh....)
And I was so so so so amazed at myself for crapping at least 3/4 pg for all the qns. alright except for the last qn, which was half pg nia. cos no time to finish =x

But seriously, everything was soooooo surreal.
Like I'm in a dream, yo. I felt my legs go jelli-fied while walking into the exam hall (imagine a huge chunk of jelly wobbling into the hall... YUCKS), but other than that everything was just.. weird... hahhaa.
It was till the moment when I opened the qn paper and realised that I CANT DO THE QNS. that very moment, I was slammed back to earth o.o
DID ANY OF U FEEL THE EARTHQUAKE? :D

nvm, now i got the "feel" liaos, shd just jia you for the next paper :D

Tomorrow is back to work haha. Kinda sick, but I kind of miss work you know (KIND OF ONLY!), the normal routine and all. But aiya I miss Xr maggie and Ah cai MOREEEEEEEE.
Not to forget caryn pauline shifu elaine and mkwok.. all of which have left =(

Random stuffs, but 500 days of summer is NICE!!!!!!
THose who 失恋 should watch it. hahhahha.

Another random thing - my pimple is freaking pain. I cant squeeze it cos some random magazine says if I didnt see any white thinggie on my pimple I CANT SQUEEZE. SO I DIDNT SQUEEZE AND NOW IT IS SWOLLEN AND PAIN AND PAIIIIIIIIN.

help =(


p.s: I just hope that we can remain like this forever :)

Maybe it's cos I havent taken an exam in 2yrs.
Or maybe cos of the dramatic events that happened in the past one week.
Or maybe cos I'm too tired...

I haven't really started studying yet.
What is wrong with me?
In the past, if I were in my current situation, I'd have hit the panic button loooooong ago. and started crying now or smth.
Think I am in a totally heck care mood le.
Die? die lo. Fail? fail lo.
sigh.
For the first time in the history of kph's studies, I'm going into the exam hall with almost no info in my head. hahhaha. and fail the paper.
Best. congrats. I deserve it man.

Post-exams

THINGS I WANNA DO AFTER EXAMS
(This is to motivate myself to squeeze 12chapters into my head in 48 hrs.)

1) KTV!!!!! and sing all of xu jia ying and liang wen yin songs
2) JB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (RL YQ KY U READING THIS?! I WANNA GO YOOOOO~) Cheap food so = cheap groceries AHAHHAA.
3) Find another higher paying pt job. hahhaha. sorry sistic. I NEED MORE MONEY. =/
4) prepare for genting trip, yo!
5) Burn my books and notes xD (KIDDING)
6) Spend more time with papa**** IMPT.
7) Work extra hard to make it up to MAggie and Xr for covering my dutiesssss
8) Prepare for next semester!
9) go eat fish and co $9 deal before it is over!!
10) SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!! LOTS OF IT

I'm blogging this cos most of you who reads this, knows what's going on already..
And there's nothing to hide, yoooo.

So much has happened since a few days ago...
But I will be strong.. for my family.
Especially ah bu, who tries to act tough but fails everytime she talks about it.
It's kinda comical, in a sick way. when she turns on her watertap, i'll start and my sissy will follow suit. lollll.
Kinda comical, but come to think of it, not. funny. at. all.

It hurts to see him in a weak condition.. He's my papa, the guy who protects the whole family.. how can he be sick?! He seems so small on the hospital bed... If I can transfer his pain to me, I'd gladly PAY to do it man. But I cant.. and what makes me wanna cry this instant is that.. this is just the beginning. Hope it gets better.. if worse.. then we'll see what we can do..


one thing I learnt is to pretend.
Read from somewhere that if you pretend that nothing is going on, that everything is alright, for that very moment, at least for a while, EVERYTHING will really seem alright.
Sounds logical? hahhaa. i dont know.
But can see that we're all trying that now. I mean, we cant possibly harp on this topic 24/7. no. 1: it's depressing. no. 2: no matter how hard it is, there're still things to laugh and joke about.

I mean, why make others sad with you when you can be happy with them? right?
If wanna cry, just cry alone ba.
As i said, I have to be strong in front of my family.. so no more crying in front of them, pH.


Lastly, thanks for all your jia yous/wishes..
We will de :)

I will be strong. Especially for ah bu...

I feel like escaping.
Into somewhere where no one can find me.
Then maybe, just maybe, I'll be missed.
Terribly, I hope =p

I am in a confusion state of mind. When I'm supposed to focus and study.
H
E
L
P

On a side note, bro is back :) The melody wallet that he bought is freaking chio.
Will tk a pic and upload soon ba.
And I'm using up all my leave to study. Hopefully I really will.
and lastly, I AM GOING GENTING TO COUNTDOWN!
Woots.

Life is good. other than exams and shits that are happening.