ok it's 230am and I still cant sleep -_-
Is it the ice milo I drank just now?
Argghhhh.
A blessing in disguise though.. my friend re-added me into msn!!!
(the reason for re-add is complicated la. dont wanna go into it. smth to do with his stupid msn's prob =x)
The last time i checked, ehhh a few weeks ago la, he cant get a job.
Now he has like. 5 job offers!! SO HAPPY FOR HIM LA!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then I went to jobsdb and check things out...
Woooo seems like the economy is UPZ liao =D
Saw this admin job that is $1.9k at loyang. but there's free transport from bedok res road!
The best thing is the working hours is 8am to 5pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FIVE PM. Imagine if this job is those kind that can knock off on time.
I HAVE TWO WHOLE HRS TO TRAVEL TO SCHOOL. (CAN TK BUS LOR!!)
and on off days, I CAN REACH HOME AT like, 6pm?!??!??!?!?!?!??!?!
AND SIX PM IS WHEN THE SKY IS STILL BRIGHT BRIGHT IN THE SKY, YO~~~~!
I can have normal dinners at normal hours at the normal dining table with my normal parents and abnormal sister.
sigh.
This is so tempting...... maybe i should just try to apply?
But cant bear to leave my colleagues =(
aiya i go think about it first. not as if they'll want me RIGHT!
ok this is bad. now im like so excited and I NEED TO SLEEP!!!! tmr is chionging at work day!!!!
HELP!!
Wednesday, 30 September 2009
Sunday, 27 September 2009
FUN!
Had SO much fun yesterday till today (:
I LOVE bonding sessions hahahhaha.
AND KITE FLYING IS FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We laughed till siao for so many times that i lost count =D
Erm but I wasnt really kite flying la.. more like laughing at the things my friends did =/
didnt want to risk having the kite touch the ground so I didnt dare to try it for long =P
Let's do it again after exams!
this time I wanna make my own kite!!!! WITH MY CHIO PIC ON TOP :D
It was dinner and drinks after that.
I FINALLY GOT TO DRINK SNOWBALLLLLLL! niceeee..
But heard from dunno-who that the drinks there not as nice as other places de :s
And woots. Love the games man (:
A few of them were tipsy/high at the end of the pub session. my gosh they were acting so crazy HAHAHHAA.
and even though we were sticky AND SMELLY and uncomfortable, we went to ECP!
and continued playing games. I was abit tired at that point of time.. and wanted to sleeeeeep.
A few of them went home at ard 3-4am? And kY, viv (YES! viv!), yW, jcp and I went to ECP macs and continue talking till 5am.
Then it's home and BATHE and BEDDDDDD <3
Thanks MUCH MUCH MUCH to yw for driving us around and helping us to save quite abit on cab fares (:
and thanks ALOTTTTTT to kY's mom! For helping us prepare the food for the picnic/kite flying session~~
Cheny, hope you had fun on your bday HAHA.
BUT OMG I ATE SO MUCH YESTERDAY LAR! AND I SLEPT SO MUCH TODAY!!!!!!!
I FEEL LIKE A PIG! (not difficult to feel like one la. cos i look like one too. oink o.o)
kY let's go jog soon!
Ok, fun's fun and all. but it's back to reality tmr.
ARGH. stupid work.
and ARGH. I realised im supposed to finish my part on the grp proj today but I slept whole day!!!
PH u are SO DEAD!
I LOVE bonding sessions hahahhaha.
AND KITE FLYING IS FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We laughed till siao for so many times that i lost count =D
Erm but I wasnt really kite flying la.. more like laughing at the things my friends did =/
didnt want to risk having the kite touch the ground so I didnt dare to try it for long =P
Let's do it again after exams!
this time I wanna make my own kite!!!! WITH MY CHIO PIC ON TOP :D
It was dinner and drinks after that.
I FINALLY GOT TO DRINK SNOWBALLLLLLL! niceeee..
But heard from dunno-who that the drinks there not as nice as other places de :s
And woots. Love the games man (:
A few of them were tipsy/high at the end of the pub session. my gosh they were acting so crazy HAHAHHAA.
and even though we were sticky AND SMELLY and uncomfortable, we went to ECP!
and continued playing games. I was abit tired at that point of time.. and wanted to sleeeeeep.
A few of them went home at ard 3-4am? And kY, viv (YES! viv!), yW, jcp and I went to ECP macs and continue talking till 5am.
Then it's home and BATHE and BEDDDDDD <3
Thanks MUCH MUCH MUCH to yw for driving us around and helping us to save quite abit on cab fares (:
and thanks ALOTTTTTT to kY's mom! For helping us prepare the food for the picnic/kite flying session~~
Cheny, hope you had fun on your bday HAHA.
BUT OMG I ATE SO MUCH YESTERDAY LAR! AND I SLEPT SO MUCH TODAY!!!!!!!
I FEEL LIKE A PIG! (not difficult to feel like one la. cos i look like one too. oink o.o)
kY let's go jog soon!
Ok, fun's fun and all. but it's back to reality tmr.
ARGH. stupid work.
and ARGH. I realised im supposed to finish my part on the grp proj today but I slept whole day!!!
PH u are SO DEAD!
Friday, 25 September 2009
Tired of..
Work
The usual things... piling higher and higher.. I now scold vulgarites at least 3times a day. wooohooo.
School
SO much self readings and SO MUCH stuffs to understand.. In a super confusion state on where should I start? what should I do first? I think I need to sit down, and think everything through. and PLANNNN.
and oh. No more procrastination! Pls slap me when you see me procrastinating. thanks.
the constant tired-ness
I sleep at 11pm and wake up at 7am, i'm tired. I sleep at 2am and wake up at 7am, I'm still tired.
ARGHH pH what do you want????????????
Waiting..
For your replies.. told myself countless times.. shuan le ba. just FORGET IT.
YES YES. PH. JUST FORGET ITTTTT. and then the next moment, you'll say something that makes me SO SO SO guilty of wanting to kill and cook you into human curry. and you'll also make me ask myself... "did I think too much?"
Then the cycle will begin. over and over again.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
The usual things... piling higher and higher.. I now scold vulgarites at least 3times a day. wooohooo.
School
SO much self readings and SO MUCH stuffs to understand.. In a super confusion state on where should I start? what should I do first? I think I need to sit down, and think everything through. and PLANNNN.
and oh. No more procrastination! Pls slap me when you see me procrastinating. thanks.
the constant tired-ness
I sleep at 11pm and wake up at 7am, i'm tired. I sleep at 2am and wake up at 7am, I'm still tired.
ARGHH pH what do you want????????????
Waiting..
For your replies.. told myself countless times.. shuan le ba. just FORGET IT.
YES YES. PH. JUST FORGET ITTTTT. and then the next moment, you'll say something that makes me SO SO SO guilty of wanting to kill and cook you into human curry. and you'll also make me ask myself... "did I think too much?"
Then the cycle will begin. over and over again.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Wednesday, 23 September 2009
Tuesday, 15 September 2009
oh yes, you'll go to hell after you die, I'm sure of it (:
I need to test my hp recorder after this week. (this week too busy le!!)
Then i'll record every single insult she threw at us, insults that bring our morale down and make us DL with her and our work.
Then.... I'll decide on the next step later.
maybe hand to HR on my exit interview or broadcast it over the radio.
I mean, what's the use of working for radio when I cant use the facilities right?
hahahhha i am just kidding on the radio thing.
Of cos I wouldnt do that -_-|| I dont wanna die yet okies.
This week is gonna be shit. and there're only 2days left to this week cos friday is I-plan-your-off-day-for-your-cos-you-suck-and-dont-have-the-right-to-plan day.
Tmr have to stay back to clear my pile of work.
Thu..confirm alot of lates de.
Wanted to go back to office just now aft class to finish my work..
Then my mom got very very mad at me for wanting to go back there when it's already so late.. plus she said, "为什么你要这么拼命呢?"
Which is a damn good point. As my dear boss doesnt even appreciate our hard work and all the effort we put in.
So I decided to go hm instead.
Thinking of the accusations she "spitted" at us this afternoon... makes me feel like throwing the P&Ls, schedules, proposals, whatever-forms (those who dont know, these are the paperwork that we deal with everyday) to her face and scream LOUDLY (like the HD SCDF Total Defence alarm tt loudly) "DO IT YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
okay, I think I said too much here le.
BUT I CANT STOP.
Oh another thing. One fine day after my MC/leave (i forgot which one), I went back and found a PLANT sitting in the middle of nowhere.
nono, not those small cactus plant. is those HUGE plant. I swear it's bigger size than me lor.
at least 1.5times bigger. but since I lost ABIT of weight le, maybe its now 1.75 times bigger, I dont know.
(i bet $1k is she put there de. maybe she told her kids, "let's have a family outing today! :D let's move our plant to my office! :DD)
ANYWAYS, whenever i walked past that freaking small space, the plant, which was seated right beside that freaking small space, would brush against my arm.
After a few days, it starts to look suffocated/dying/"seh-ed".
I would very much like to think that it got poisoned by brushing against my arm :))
But nah, we should let such wonderful thoughts occupy pH's mind (:
DONT WORRY MY DEAR FRIENDS!!!!! PH'S ARM IS STIL INTACT =D
I have a super arm =DDDD
Anyway, over the weekend, IT GOT CHANGED INTO ANOTHER SIMILARLY HUGE PLANT!
wao. I guess the first plant really died. (sorry no condolences allowed here)
Then again... no sunshine (cos she says can't open the curtains cos will get bad luck or smth *ROLLS EYES*) and no water (the only water is at our SUPER MINI pantry, a few steps away from it..poor thing :x). therefore, I'm not surprised if it really died.
And guess what. this plant STILL brushes my arm when I walked past. ONLY THAT NOW IT IS PAINFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it actually CUTS!
I'm waiting for the plant (which I suspect is FAKE), to cut my arm den I bleed or smth.
Then I'm so gonna scream loudly, point at the plant with lotsa tears in my eyes, and WAIL, "OMG THE PLANT TRIED TO KILL MEEE!!!!'
Sorry. too much drama liao.
Okay enough plant stories. (I dont wanna have nightmares later -____-||) I have to wake up in 5.5hrs thanks to shit workload waiting for me in the office.
BYE!
P.S:
Dear friends, sorry for so much agitation in this entry. I wanted to vent all my ccbs, knns, tmds, Fs here. But I controlled myself. I'll leave those beautiful language to tomorrow, if she says we never-do-work/never-put-in-effort/nothing-to-do-so-keep-talking-and-laughing :)
OH and I hope she does read this entry in this little blog of mine.
So she can see how much she has hurt us all these while by throwing her "nonsense temper".
(Those who dont know.. she said we cant shout and vent frustrations in the office cos we'll hurt other ppl aka HER.) well, she doesnt know that she hurts us so many times le.. sniffffff =(
Then i'll record every single insult she threw at us, insults that bring our morale down and make us DL with her and our work.
Then.... I'll decide on the next step later.
maybe hand to HR on my exit interview or broadcast it over the radio.
I mean, what's the use of working for radio when I cant use the facilities right?
hahahhha i am just kidding on the radio thing.
Of cos I wouldnt do that -_-|| I dont wanna die yet okies.
This week is gonna be shit. and there're only 2days left to this week cos friday is I-plan-your-off-day-for-your-cos-you-suck-and-dont-have-the-right-to-plan day.
Tmr have to stay back to clear my pile of work.
Thu..confirm alot of lates de.
Wanted to go back to office just now aft class to finish my work..
Then my mom got very very mad at me for wanting to go back there when it's already so late.. plus she said, "为什么你要这么拼命呢?"
Which is a damn good point. As my dear boss doesnt even appreciate our hard work and all the effort we put in.
So I decided to go hm instead.
Thinking of the accusations she "spitted" at us this afternoon... makes me feel like throwing the P&Ls, schedules, proposals, whatever-forms (those who dont know, these are the paperwork that we deal with everyday) to her face and scream LOUDLY (like the HD SCDF Total Defence alarm tt loudly) "DO IT YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
okay, I think I said too much here le.
BUT I CANT STOP.
Oh another thing. One fine day after my MC/leave (i forgot which one), I went back and found a PLANT sitting in the middle of nowhere.
nono, not those small cactus plant. is those HUGE plant. I swear it's bigger size than me lor.
at least 1.5times bigger. but since I lost ABIT of weight le, maybe its now 1.75 times bigger, I dont know.
(i bet $1k is she put there de. maybe she told her kids, "let's have a family outing today! :D let's move our plant to my office! :DD)
ANYWAYS, whenever i walked past that freaking small space, the plant, which was seated right beside that freaking small space, would brush against my arm.
After a few days, it starts to look suffocated/dying/"seh-ed".
I would very much like to think that it got poisoned by brushing against my arm :))
But nah, we should let such wonderful thoughts occupy pH's mind (:
DONT WORRY MY DEAR FRIENDS!!!!! PH'S ARM IS STIL INTACT =D
I have a super arm =DDDD
Anyway, over the weekend, IT GOT CHANGED INTO ANOTHER SIMILARLY HUGE PLANT!
wao. I guess the first plant really died. (sorry no condolences allowed here)
Then again... no sunshine (cos she says can't open the curtains cos will get bad luck or smth *ROLLS EYES*) and no water (the only water is at our SUPER MINI pantry, a few steps away from it..poor thing :x). therefore, I'm not surprised if it really died.
And guess what. this plant STILL brushes my arm when I walked past. ONLY THAT NOW IT IS PAINFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it actually CUTS!
I'm waiting for the plant (which I suspect is FAKE), to cut my arm den I bleed or smth.
Then I'm so gonna scream loudly, point at the plant with lotsa tears in my eyes, and WAIL, "OMG THE PLANT TRIED TO KILL MEEE!!!!'
Sorry. too much drama liao.
Okay enough plant stories. (I dont wanna have nightmares later -____-||) I have to wake up in 5.5hrs thanks to shit workload waiting for me in the office.
BYE!
P.S:
Dear friends, sorry for so much agitation in this entry. I wanted to vent all my ccbs, knns, tmds, Fs here. But I controlled myself. I'll leave those beautiful language to tomorrow, if she says we never-do-work/never-put-in-effort/nothing-to-do-so-keep-talking-and-laughing :)
OH and I hope she does read this entry in this little blog of mine.
So she can see how much she has hurt us all these while by throwing her "nonsense temper".
(Those who dont know.. she said we cant shout and vent frustrations in the office cos we'll hurt other ppl aka HER.) well, she doesnt know that she hurts us so many times le.. sniffffff =(
Sunday, 13 September 2009
Sometimes I wonder.. Am I that difficult to talk to?
Why does my Sissy ignore me/gave me short and rude answers whenever I tried talking to her?
It is really frustrating talking to her nowadays..
Even mommy is feeling helpless too.. I can see that..
It's like she's giving up on my sis.. but cant blame my mom la.
She has been trying to talk to my sis for years.. and didnt succeed.
we've long ago labeled her as, "她是这样的.. bo bian".
Then I realised that.. she has been telling my bro alot of her suffs (through msn cos he's at shanghai now ma). Stuffs that she'll never tell me in a million years.
I tried to talk to her.. get her to open up and stuffs.. and she ignores me.
But now.. knowing that she opens up to other ppl when my mom and I here are trying sooo hard to talk to her.. that fucking hurts man.. plus the way she treats her friends are totally from how she treats her family. That alone can make me want to murder her while she's sleeping -_-||
But I know.. I should be thankful that at least she's opening up to someone, instead of feeling a sense of helplessness and uselessness for not being able to communicate with her..
Sometimes I really feel like treating her the way she treats me all the time, just to let her have a taste of her own medicine. ARGH damn pek chek!!
****
Been slacking for the past 2 days.
One work to describe - SHIOKS.
Oh man I miss this rest-during-the-weekend times =(
Slept (almost) the whole day yesterday, watched 2 movies, then went to k with colleagues ^^
Today is still sleeping and movies. hahahha.
Yes yes I know.. I should study abit.
So I'm gonna read the first chap of my mgt textbook after I bathe.
But oh man, current life is good man.
Next next week is back to hectic schoolwork life..sob.
Why does my Sissy ignore me/gave me short and rude answers whenever I tried talking to her?
It is really frustrating talking to her nowadays..
Even mommy is feeling helpless too.. I can see that..
It's like she's giving up on my sis.. but cant blame my mom la.
She has been trying to talk to my sis for years.. and didnt succeed.
we've long ago labeled her as, "她是这样的.. bo bian".
Then I realised that.. she has been telling my bro alot of her suffs (through msn cos he's at shanghai now ma). Stuffs that she'll never tell me in a million years.
I tried to talk to her.. get her to open up and stuffs.. and she ignores me.
But now.. knowing that she opens up to other ppl when my mom and I here are trying sooo hard to talk to her.. that fucking hurts man.. plus the way she treats her friends are totally from how she treats her family. That alone can make me want to murder her while she's sleeping -_-||
But I know.. I should be thankful that at least she's opening up to someone, instead of feeling a sense of helplessness and uselessness for not being able to communicate with her..
Sometimes I really feel like treating her the way she treats me all the time, just to let her have a taste of her own medicine. ARGH damn pek chek!!
****
Been slacking for the past 2 days.
One work to describe - SHIOKS.
Oh man I miss this rest-during-the-weekend times =(
Slept (almost) the whole day yesterday, watched 2 movies, then went to k with colleagues ^^
Today is still sleeping and movies. hahahha.
Yes yes I know.. I should study abit.
So I'm gonna read the first chap of my mgt textbook after I bathe.
But oh man, current life is good man.
Next next week is back to hectic schoolwork life..sob.
Thursday, 10 September 2009
Stressss
Haven't been this stress in years man.
The last time was yr 3 exam i think.
And now it's like double stress.
Work + school. It's really not easy man.
Heard it from tons of people that it's not easy..but to experience it myself is... -speechless-
Plus there're SO MANY bookings now. GRRRR.
And EVERYONE is requesting to put their ads in the prime time.
wa lao machiam like shifu and I are 神 like that. If we can squeeze all into prime time, OF COS WE WILL! Just to get these people off our backs.
Sheesh. damn bad mood.
Must be cos I'm sick + tired.
-.-
Mama and I finally finished our stats proj at 6am this morning.
Seriously it's thanks to her that I survived till this day.. THANKS MAMA!!!! :D
KO-ed for 1.5hrs and it's back to work.
Am so not looking forward to work these days. sigh.
Plus my nice colleagues-turn-into-buddies are leaving one by one.. =(
I'm sorry that I keep skipping lunch (to slp or do work) and outings as well.
sighsighsigh. It is heart wrenching to think that next thu is pauline's last day.. =((
Soon it'll be Caryn's last day.... and hopefully, hopefully mine soon.
If only my family were richer... I would quit my job like, IMMEDIATELY and tk up pt jobs or smth. But we're not rich.
Nevertheless, I wouldnt want to trade this family for anything else. ^^
OH YA.
Sent bro off on Monday. Took half day for it lol.
B4 he went in, we hugged and I had tears in my eyes. When I turned to my mom, she was sobbing uncontrollably LOL!! =X
I half cried-laughed when I saw that.
Then she hugged my bro and cried harder
And bro got tears in his eyes too..
SO Touching =(
My bro has been updating his fb with pics and comments.
Seriously, I'm beginning to like his dry humour. LOL.
It'll make me ROFLOL, except that the floor is dirty, so i shdnt roll on it.
Sissy and him have nightly chats (on mic and webcam) on msn now la. tian ar. machiam like some couple la.
I reckon sissy is lonely cos her bf is in army HAHAHHA.
Anyway found out today that toto is 3mil! and the draw date is today!
So I took out a box and threw in pcs of papers with nos on them.
Then I picked 7 nos and asked mommy to help me buy :D
Think only 1 no. came out in the end -_-|||
But nvm la, expected. cos I have no luck in gambling de =(
Just let me win more tix in inter-dept ballot I'll be happy le la =P
Alright time for bed.
it has been a looooong week.
Night :)
The last time was yr 3 exam i think.
And now it's like double stress.
Work + school. It's really not easy man.
Heard it from tons of people that it's not easy..but to experience it myself is... -speechless-
Plus there're SO MANY bookings now. GRRRR.
And EVERYONE is requesting to put their ads in the prime time.
wa lao machiam like shifu and I are 神 like that. If we can squeeze all into prime time, OF COS WE WILL! Just to get these people off our backs.
Sheesh. damn bad mood.
Must be cos I'm sick + tired.
-.-
Mama and I finally finished our stats proj at 6am this morning.
Seriously it's thanks to her that I survived till this day.. THANKS MAMA!!!! :D
KO-ed for 1.5hrs and it's back to work.
Am so not looking forward to work these days. sigh.
Plus my nice colleagues-turn-into-buddies are leaving one by one.. =(
I'm sorry that I keep skipping lunch (to slp or do work) and outings as well.
sighsighsigh. It is heart wrenching to think that next thu is pauline's last day.. =((
Soon it'll be Caryn's last day.... and hopefully, hopefully mine soon.
If only my family were richer... I would quit my job like, IMMEDIATELY and tk up pt jobs or smth. But we're not rich.
Nevertheless, I wouldnt want to trade this family for anything else. ^^
OH YA.
Sent bro off on Monday. Took half day for it lol.
B4 he went in, we hugged and I had tears in my eyes. When I turned to my mom, she was sobbing uncontrollably LOL!! =X
I half cried-laughed when I saw that.
Then she hugged my bro and cried harder
And bro got tears in his eyes too..
SO Touching =(
My bro has been updating his fb with pics and comments.
Seriously, I'm beginning to like his dry humour. LOL.
It'll make me ROFLOL, except that the floor is dirty, so i shdnt roll on it.
Sissy and him have nightly chats (on mic and webcam) on msn now la. tian ar. machiam like some couple la.
I reckon sissy is lonely cos her bf is in army HAHAHHA.
Anyway found out today that toto is 3mil! and the draw date is today!
So I took out a box and threw in pcs of papers with nos on them.
Then I picked 7 nos and asked mommy to help me buy :D
Think only 1 no. came out in the end -_-|||
But nvm la, expected. cos I have no luck in gambling de =(
Just let me win more tix in inter-dept ballot I'll be happy le la =P
Alright time for bed.
it has been a looooong week.
Night :)
Sunday, 6 September 2009
Nice video =D
It doesn't matter whether we are rich or poor.. as long as we treasure our parents.. that's true happiness to them ba(:
the ah mas look soooo lonely at the end of the clip.. so what if your children are capable and rich?
You are still alone..
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