OMG THIS SONG JUST MAKES ME SMILE LIKE SIAO.
the melody is damn cute hahaha. lyrics is ok tho. the way they sing is kinda act cute, which i like hehe. title so cute some more..

makes me wanna learn how to play guitar =x
and makes me forget unhappy stuff for that 3min hhahahha

T1 21 31 21

主唱：五月天
編曲：五月天
監製：五月天

學長說過　想把馬子　要會彈吉他
又帥又酷　又有才華　就是彈吉他

四大和弦　一套指法　速成彈吉他
吉他不難　學長他說　這樣彈吉他

T 121 3121 T 121 3121
T 121 3121 T 121 3121

從小開始　就一直想　學會彈吉他
很多年後　回憶和我　一起彈吉他

悲傷快樂　任何時刻　都想彈吉他
廢話少說　現在馬上　開始彈吉他

T 121 3121 T 121 3121
T 121 3121 T 121 3121

提議而已尚翊二一　體驗惡女善意惡意
替你噁心傷你和氣　體力耐力擅自兒戲

時間都停了　他們都回來了
懷念的人阿　等你的來到

引用來源 http://www.littleoslo.com/lyc/home/%E4%BA%94%E6%9C%88%E5%A4%A9-t1-21-31-21

27 more days to korea :)
cant wait!

RESTART

OMFG. I PRESSED SOME SHIT BUTTON AND MY OLD TEMPLATE IS GONEZZZZ.

guess it's time to do a new layout... when i have the time :(

omg heart pain leh. all my links. and dunno where the crap backup is cos this template was done 3yrs ago and it's gonez too -_-

it's 1.39am and im still waiting for my hair to dry :(
Had one of the most heart-wrenching, open, memory-filled, emo conversations with cheny just now. haha.
basically about how I feel about my life for the past 24 yrs ba.
and dug up the recent memories of smth that I wanna forget... but will tk months, or maybe years to do so.
it was a good chat, even though the intention was not a chat. hahaha. and i spilled alot of things that I never tell anyone before.. or maybe cos no one asked? hmm.

I guess I just suddenly want to thank tt someone.
Thanks.. for treating me right.
For letting me feel special and treasured.
For your sincerity.
For making me feel that yes, I do deserve to be treated like how you treat me.
For liking me for who I am.
Thank you :]

Now, I just have to fulfill what I whatsapp you. that's the best for the both of us

Tiredzzzzz

It's so cool that iPhone has a blogger app! (like finally!)

The past two months had been hellish.. But thnx to my colleagues, especially Ai Nee Xin Ru and Jane for their helpss.. Arbo I'd have died in office or smth (choyyyyy)

Things at work are finally beginning to die down... And that is when I realized tt my school work has piled up -.- there is no time for rest at all :(

I guess the only time I can rest is next year June.. When school is officially out of the way (provided tt I pass everything :/). 9 more months yo!!

In the meantime, the only thing to look forward to is the Korea trip which is coming soon (!!) :D

Before I end, the following is my latest obsession.. & I dun even have time to "play" with my obsession FML.

hello 한국!

Tix bought :D

I had my doubts about gg on the tour.. cos to say the truth, im not really into the korea wave =/ but am now veh super excited about going cos:

1) the excitement from this trip will take my mind off some stuffs. hmm. much needed.

2) SNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

3) did i mention SNOW? first time in 24yrs that im gonna touch and (maybe) eat some snow. heh. AND MAYBE DANCE NAKED IN SNOW LIKE IN HELLO STRANGER :D!

4) SKIING :D I'll prolly fall down 9/10 of the time and roll down the mountain (?) for the next 1/10 of the time, but wooot. finally trying smth that I havent tried b4. WHOEVER SAID MY LIFE IS BORING IS LYINGGGGG. ok la no one said my life is boring except for me (so far hahaha).

5) HARORO HEAD GEAR. like omgwtfbbq. sis says they are selling that in bugis street so I AM GOINGS TO BUYS FROMS BUGIS STREETS. Purple, thanks :)

6) there is 1-day free and easy within the pkg which allows us to go anywhere we want. SO COOL LARRRR! tho i reckon we will prolly leave the planning till 27/12 - one day b4 we fly. lollll. Resa wanna go to shin dang dong and re-enact the scene where yongseo couple from We Got married ate some rice cakes thinggie. so gonna make her and wl act out the scene =x eh, but first i gotta watch that scene first cos me never watch WGM =x

7) 63 building! I've thought of the perrrrrrfect way to save money :) Since the locks cost $$ (and i dont think they come cheap), I'll tk a pic of a couple locks den edit with photoshop when im back in sg to make it look like i bought a couple of pairs for me and my lovers (namely DM, BSG, MASHA, MY BF). Since aku gt no bf, dun waste money to buy the locks la =p photoshop can make it appear that I bought 4 pairs of locks ok!! =P

8) LOTTE WORLD - I WAN AcT OUT RUNNING MANNNNNNN. eh think we all gotta re-watch that episode tgr b4 we fly. BEFORE WE FLY! OMG WE ARE GONNA FLYYYYYY =x

ok that's abt all :D

am soooooooooooooo glad tt my mrpoliceman friend aka no. zero is gg to lend me his winter clothes so that i dun have to buy any ^^ erm provided tt i can wear em la.. hahahaaha.

Dear smallie,
This is a reminder to you not to believe anyone when he says tt he likes you. I guess u have really learnt your lesson this time. Once bitten, twice shy. Let's hope that there wun be a 3rd time..

This time You have no one to blame but yourself for landing in this plight.

You gave him your heart. Yet he went from "u will always have a special place in my heart" to "we are good friends!" and lastly to "we are just normal friends." but you still take everything with a smile in front of him and insist tt as long as you two are in constant contact, you will be able to look at him from afar to know if he is doing well. What you didQn't expect is him drifting away and losing contact.. When he said he wun.

Please swear that tonight will be the last night that you cry for him..
Because the truth is, he wun even care if u utilized all the tears in u for him.
He has moved on to better things... A new girl, perhaps?
Wake up ba. He has never liked u b4. Stop lying to yourself.

Love, me.

24!

And so the biggest day of the year had gone by in a blink =p

kY's present came first.. a swatch watch (PURPLE!!) and agnès b chocolates which were heavenly ^^
Then AH PEK gave me a nice notebook which asked me to go for my dreams (??) lol.

Celebration started one week before with a damn nice cake from my poly mates :D THANKS TIFF FOR BUYING IT~~~
Then my nice colleagues bought me a cake to celebrate on the 9th as I was on leave on the 10th.
Out with one of my friends for a super ex dinner at Crystal Jade and I forced him to wait till 12am and wished me happy bday before I went home. hur hur. Then he sprung a surprise on me by giving me a SUPER NICE PURPLE CAMERA (!) as my bday present.

As usual, spent the day with Mochi but this time, it was in JB!
the ktv is damnnn cheap cans. 3hrs for $6 hur hur. room is quite comfy too ^^
But that day was quite rushed as I had to reach home asap to cut cake with family.
In the end I only reached at 1115pm o.o and papa was so nice to wake up from his deep slumber just to watch me cut cake wahhaaa.

Sissy was so nice to buy a MELODY CHOCO MINT cake for me.. nice combi. my fav cartoon character + fav flavour :D

realised that my vocab only consists of "nice" so far -_- brain dead laaaaaa.
work is killing me (as usual) and jul + Aug will be a killer month cos new system gg live in Sep!

Guan Yin Niang Niang pls help me to survive these 2 mths peacefully.

I predict the next half yr as torturous and lots + lots of OT :(

And so the biggest day of the year had gone by in a blink =p

kY's present came first.. a swatch watch (PURPLE!!) and agnès b chocolates which is heavenly~
Celebration started one week before with a damn nice cake from my poly mates :D THANKS TIFF FOR BUYING IT~~~
Then my nice colleagues bought me a cake to celebrate on the 9th as I was on leave on the 10th.

As usual, spent the day with Mochi but this time, it was in JB!
the ktv is damnnn cheap cans. 3hrs for $6 hur hur. room is quite comfy too ^^
But that day was quite rushed as I had to reach home asap to cut cake with family.
In the end I only reached at 1115pm o.o and papa was so nice to wake up from his deep slumber just to watch me cut cake wahhaaa.

Sissy was so nice to buy a MELODY CHOCO MINT cake for me.. nice combi. my fav cartoon character + fav flavour :D

ok this entry is solely for recording purposes cos lao niang de memory fading liao -_- need to record it down before i forget everything..

school's starting soon.. :( but b4 tt there is fish leong concert ^^

ok byes

i havent changed much... after all these yrs. lol

Received news that friendster is deleting all our information and the first thing that came to my mind is "O MY TESTIMONIALS!!!". Yes. pH has forced/threatened/bugged/sweet-talked people to write testimonials for her. Till now I dun understand why i like it so much. Maybe it's kind of an ego thing? like "i have more testimonials means im well-liked." zzz. but if u realised, my dear sis wrote ALL bad stuffs abt me hahhaah. BLEAH.

Kinda interesting if i were to force ppl to write testimonials for me NOW... ahahha. imagine making my colleagues, LD, Oldie, Des., etc. write.. O.O

And I found the following testimonial that viv wrote for me in 2004! Which made me conclude that I am still MEEEEEE. oh well, sometimes I thought that the old ph is gone with the wind and kinda dislike the current ph...but.... deep down, i am still me. hahaha.

_______

ViViEn ChEoNg Dec 18, 2004 08:15 AM
*** 10 precautions about PH ***

1. do NOT talk to her abt purple colour
things
hahaha I STILL am crazy over purple!

2. do NOT tempt her wif food... she wans
go on diet(or so she claims :s)
ok this is still on-going.. omggggg!


3. do NOT advise her to cut her looong
hair
hahaha this one not so true.... i cut my hair till so short le sigh :(


4. (new!) do NOT confuse her initials(PH)
with the pH. hehehe
yea man! PH value. and im PH4 cos im acidic. bleah.


5. do NOT let her take bus 21, 22, 65 n
er.. i forgot?? :D to the busstop b4
bedok sheiong shiong(how to spell?!?!?!!)
THE AWESOME LANDMARK OF MY LIFE - DM DE BUS STOP ^^. Remember ky me and smone else stalked his neighbourhood hoping to see him around. omg. confirmz one of the most freaky things i did. hahaha.



6. do NOT tempt her wif guys ;)
Ya pH never learns :( last time was atk.. bread.. xm. omg.


7. do NOT ask her to wear long jeans
I STILL DUN LIKE TO WEAR JEANS!!! *^5 with my old self* but now bo bian la.. sigh


8. do NOT mention anything abt DMs,
mosquitoes(in eng or chi) to her
HEHEHEHEHEH DM DM DM! i havent mentioned him much in recent years. erm think he can get married le la hahahha.


9. do NOT let her eat fast food
ERmm...........


10. do NOT mention catty carotenoids in
front of her! ;)
Surprisingly i can still remember who that is! =Pp


copyright Vivien 2004 hehehee
___________

hurhur. this actually makes me miss viv all of a sudden.. I mean.. we lead different lives now and our past time is sort of.. different liao.. so there is little chance to meet her.. but still.. she was.. and still IS, one of my best friends and one of the people who knows me well. *sniff*

ok time to slp.
nightsssss.

GE has taken up most of my time for the past 2weeks..
(it ain't easy trying to keep up with the latest news ok!)

and it was only yesterday night when I realized tt...

EXAMS IS ONE WEEK AWAY.
AND I HAVEN'T DONE A SHIT YETZZZZZ.

More abt that later.
I'm here to blog about smth else.
Have you ever felt that someone knows u so well that even if you don't say a word, he or she will Know what you are thinking?
Have you ever felt that you can trust someone 101% cos you know that no
Matter what, even if you get hurt, when everything falls through in e end and you end up having 372947294728 stitches all over you
Cos of e hurt and injuries, u will still feel that it is worth it?

That, is how I feel.
It may seem like a short while, but I've never felt so sure Of anything before.
And if the person I'm referring to is reading this, he or she might b scared off by what I said. Lol.

To anyone else who is reading this.. No not my Bf or Gf la. I no Bf and I'm not lesbian :P

It just amazes me that this kinda thing can happen to me heh.
And u know what? I'm jus gonna treasure the said person with all my heart :)
Even if everything comes to a standstill, you are and always will be someone im really glad to know in this life.

Apart frm this, really wanna thank ld for yest night. Made me so happy with e tunes he played on his keyboard. Heh. And the crap things he said.. U r a gem, mr ld!!! :)) but ur guitar playin is sooooo much better haha.

And I realli hav to start studying soon omg.
Kthnxbye!

My throat hurts so much that I just wanna crawl into a hole and die :(

On a happier note, all projs completed for this sem! *pumps fist into air*

Was supposed to start my TQM assignment tdy but all I did was sleep, eat, surf net, sleep, eat.
super GOOD FRIDAY yooooo~~

Been pondering over some issues and I sort of have a conclusion le..
Not everyone will be happy, but what's most important is what I want.. right? RIGHT? haha.
Then again, the decision might change again after next week, when everything will become a reality and non-dream anymore.

I'm not making much sense, am I?
heh.

Issues aside, tomorrow will be CAD (Chiong assignment day) -.-
Will be gg to JessyMama house againz hohohoho.
I doubt we will be able to finish everything by tomorrow 10pm, but a girl can hope, right? =P
After this thing is out of the way, I AM SO GONNA ENJOY NEXT WK TTM!!

First there is star awards on Sunday (:
Oh rui enzzz~~

Then meetups with friends throughout the week and OH OH OH!! MACBETH ON THU :DDDDD

AND I CAN WATCH THE NOOSE ON TUES YOOOO. ok I know that it is on every tues, but i've been a diligent student and going to classes every tuesday (*coughs*). So have been missing e eps :( BUT NEH MIND! cos classes are over le ^^


i better TRY to start on my assignment, like, NOW :(
byes!

ever felt that you are doing smth SO wrong, yet you are doing it anyway?

Heck la. just enjoy the moment and heck care everything else.. ROARRRR

Torn between...

the heart and the brain.
what I SHOULD do and what I WANNA do.
my feelings and logic.
staying and leaving.
giving my all and restraining myself.
selfishness and understanding.
believing... and not believing.
heartache and more heartache.








you and me.


sigh. LIFE :(

ROARRRR.

Too many things to do, too little time.
HOW NOWS?

Ever felt so silly you wanna slap yourself?

You put him as priority.
When there is any advantages or good stuffs, u will share with him first.
Because he is your best friend.
Nvm that he doesn't appreciate it... nvm that he takes you for granted..
It's ok to feel afraid all e time cos once you say smth wrong, he will explode on you like a bomb.
It is ok not to b a priority to him cos u r contented and happy that everything is peaceful.

Everyone says you are stupid and shd protect yourself and put yourself as the first priority..
And everyone shakes his or her head whenever you mention him at how you don't matter in his life.

What you crave.. Is just for him to treasure this friendship as much as you do..
But is he doing it?
Is he treating you the way which you deserve?

Only you have the answer..

Wake up, it's Time to be more selfish.

if i survive this week, i'm so gonna give myself a huge treat (no, not food). Probably 15hrs of sleep this saturday or something along the line.

But then again, I have to do my finance and TQM assignment.
FML x 1 millionssss.

Why is everything never ending???? :(
one more year.. and I will get the life that I deserve :(

i am so disappointed in you.

Due to the massive amount of ppl mentioning my blog for the past 2 days, (Yaaa rightttttt =x), I've decided to post an entry :D!

I hereby self declare that I am famous :D!
I'm gonna find an other half name amos :D!
and tgr we will be famous amos :D!

Been neglecting this blog cos of twitter lol. it's so much more real time and convenient that I kinda forgot that i love to blog :D!

Something that happened recently.. in fact, yesterday.
Nong nong time since I last had a full-day bad mood.. maybe cos i'm usually afraid of ppl being angry with me, so I will not show bad mood to ppl and thus, pH = no bad mood hur hur hur.

Anyway, dont ask me what happened cos I'm not saying lah.
I actually felt guilty for throwing tantrums while reading the newspp. lol. cos so many disasters (yest's was abt NZ earthquake) and killings gg on but all I could think of was the bloooooody thing that made me mad and thus, bad mood.

the guilt lasted for like 5mins then i went back to focus on throwing tantrums.
Sorry to those who kena-ed, namely Ai Nee, Xin Ru (KE LIAN DE XR!!!) & CJ Bestie (totally deserves it HAHAHHA =x).
I would be in a better mood today if ky Bestie managed to meet me yesterday & let me cry it out on his shoulder or smth. but NO. he had to go to a BBQ and eat his heart out THEN go hm to rush his report.

Totally no time for me lorrrr. On top of it, gky if u reading this and decides to go taiwan with ur NS buddies in dec, I AM GOING TO CHOP OFF UR...erm. LEGSSS. cos u are supposed to go korea with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee cos I ASKED FIRST =X and i know u wayyyy longer than them ROARRRR =/

OH YAR. I reached hm with a black face and my sissy ignored shunned me :D! and went to slp.
Ah bu also neh nag at me yesterday hohohohohoho.
I felt like a queen tt no one dares to trifle with (ALL HAIL QUEEN PH!!!)


ok byes