Ever felt so silly you wanna slap yourself?

You put him as priority.
When there is any advantages or good stuffs, u will share with him first.
Because he is your best friend.
Nvm that he doesn't appreciate it... nvm that he takes you for granted..
It's ok to feel afraid all e time cos once you say smth wrong, he will explode on you like a bomb.
It is ok not to b a priority to him cos u r contented and happy that everything is peaceful.

Everyone says you are stupid and shd protect yourself and put yourself as the first priority..
And everyone shakes his or her head whenever you mention him at how you don't matter in his life.

What you crave.. Is just for him to treasure this friendship as much as you do..
But is he doing it?
Is he treating you the way which you deserve?

Only you have the answer..

Wake up, it's Time to be more selfish.