The year is ending!

18 more hrs! :))
And I havent packed! Wahahahaa.
I so 欠打 lor. Tomorrow aftnn still going to watch [the storm warriors] LOL.
I think my mom will kill me if she knows =/

Alright, since I'll be nua-ing in genting over the new yr, I shall do up an impromptu resolution now :))

1) Get at least 3 As out of 5 mods. A minus also counted la =x DO NOT HIT a C. C = 死!!
2) Work towards the weight target that xr set for me ^^
3) Save enough for upcoming semester's sch fees!!!!
4) Do not spend on unnecessary things (save $$!!!)

Alright that is all.

Reflections on 2009.
As usual, learnt quite abit... from school, work and about life in general.
In 2009... (not in any order. no time lar! 3.45am liaos. I just type down whatever can come to my mind)

Most of my good colleagues left the company.
I started school after 2 years (and passed my first semester!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D)
Our family became closer than before because of THE CRISIS.
Cried the hardest in my whole life.
Went to 2x mayday concert, 2 days in a row - once with shifu and the next day with kit and Jies (:s
Had the least amount of money in my bank accounts since I started work 2 years ago - due to payment of school fees
Borrowed $$ from parents to pay for sch fees. sob.
Watched ALOT of free movies - thanks to company and the colleagues for the free tix.
Attended R.O.M ceremony for the first time in my whole entire life
Slept-over at Nat's house with the girls :)
Took the plane for the first time!!!! and thought that turbulence is some exciting roller coaster shit - totally no idea that it was dangerous HAA.
Went taiwan for the first time!!!
Bought all of mayday's previous albums in tw :)
Got to know new friends/classmates at school~
Fell in love with Timbre ^^
Went kite flying!
Sent and welcome bro back to and from Shanghai.
Changed seats in office - again.
Going Genting with mochi for the first time!! ^^

Ok brain dead liao. zzzz

I shall enjoy the short trip thoroughly yo~
After that will be work and then sch + work le =(


Happy new year in advance, everyone!!!!
*hugs*

Teardrops on my guitar - taylor swift

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want, what I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I've had to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh, 'cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone
When he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for
The teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing
On a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky

'Cause he's the reason for
The teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing
On a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I'll drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cause he's the reason for
The teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me
To break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up
But there's never enough
And he's all the I need to fall into

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

This xmas weekend drained 90% of my energy.. zzzz.
BUT IT WAS FREAKING FUN, yO~~~

I am devastated

I just found out that gossip girl season 3 is broken into part 1 and part 2. and apparently part 1 is OVER. part 2 is only showing in MARCH 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOW WILL I LEAVE WITHOUT MY WEEKLY DOSAGE OF GOSSIPS??????!!!!

I FOUND MY PHONE, YO!

True enough, it's sitting innocently on my office desk.
#$%^&*
害我睡得这么不安!
I remember gg conscious/unconscious cos I kept calling my hp to make sure that's it's on - to mk sure that no one actually stole it or smth. I remember waking up at dont-know-what-time and made my bro call my hp to check too. hahahha.

Today is OFF day for almost the whole company lor. to think that I'm back here. arghhh.


Smth weird and very, extremely, sad happened.

He told me that he wanna pass his wedding invitation to me. It was damn hurtful, but at the same time I was thinking, "wa. 2 wedding invitations man" One is M***'s and another is his.

After he handed me the card, he went off and of cos, I opened it and read it. The first thing that caught my eye is that it's a christmas card, not some wedding invitation that he said it was. Puzzled, I opened it and it was filled with words. The words "You are always the one" caught my eye.

Then my eyes were filled to tears and I cant read anything else cos the tears blocked my view (duH) and I started crying very very hard and kY! (oh my tian bestie u saved ME) mysteriously appeared and I pushed the card to him and he read the whole thing for me.

I cried the hardest in my whole entire 22yrs of living cos it was so bloodily touching. Then, kY and I went all over the place to find him, but he was nowhere to be found...

Next, I woke up and cursed myself for crying because of a dream -_-

to sum it all, FML.

To anyone who couldnt get it, nono. kY didnt gimme the card lar. it was from... some mysterious person who shall not be named. kY just appeared like how besties appeared when u are in trouble and help me read the card. As for the contents, cant really remember liao or maybe I dont wanna remember cos it'll make me emo and I'll cry in front of viv they all later, which is a NONO thing cos today is xmas eve and we're all supposed to be living happily ever after!


Anyway, yes, i am blogging from office cos I wanna note down this dream before it fades to nothingness - like how most dreams are.)

Bye everyone.
Merry xmas!

xoxo.

p.s: I just re-read the dream and eh, it doesnt sound as exciting as how it was when I was having it. Oh well.

IMPT SOS

Dear whoever is reading this,

I THINK I LOST MY PHONE. AND I AM HERE EXPRESSING MY DISAPPOINTMENT AND ER-XIN FEELING I AM FEELING TOWARDS MYSELF FOR LOSING SUCH AN IMPT THING.

I CAN ONLY HOPE AND PRAY THAT I LEFT IT IN THE OFFICE AND NOT IN THE CAB.
@#$%^&*(
roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I CALLED MY PHONE AND IT WAS RINGING- A GOOD SIGN RIGHT? IF SOME KUKU STOLE IT THEN MY PHONE SHD B OFF, RIGHT?

OMGOMGOMGGGGGGGGGGG.

I dont think I'll be able to sleep tonight...


Drama aside, IF anyone is reading this, plsplspls contact me through fb, my tagboard in blog, email (peiness@gmail.com) and MSN from now till like, 12pm?
I swear I'll reach office latest at 12pm.

The truth shall be revealed then.
oh my gosh I cant believe I lost my phone!!!!!
WO DUI BU QI THOSE THAT HELPED TO PAY FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3s 小紫 =D

UPZ! thanks cheny for the vid.
SHE DAMN SWEET CANS! 小紫万岁万岁万万岁!~ =x

For the first time in YEARS, I have activitieS on during xmas season and I AM SICK!
HOW SUAY IS THAT MANZ.
Ok i just reread the above de above sentence and realise that I sound SO KE LIAN! machiam no one date me during xmas.. sob.

The most sickening thing about being sick is that I CANT EAT ANY OF THE CHOCOLATES AND SWEETS AND MOST impt of all, CANDY CANE!!! I love candy canes :D But then in the first place, I shouldnt be eating so much la.. hoho.

Finally finished wrapping all my presents at 2300 hours yesterday! With lots of help from my parents, yo. hahaha. Parents took a pity on the poor, sick me wrapping so many presents and they decided to lend a hand to this helpless girl :DDDD
Found out that papa is pro at wrapping presents man! SO much better than me lo -_-
I feel ashamed =/

And finally accessed the course offer letter.. my school fees snowballed up to a freaking $3k!
damn. and I only have $2k+ in my bank and deteriorating as I typed this cos I havent pay for polyfees, hp bills and the savings thinggie.

Where is my rich husband!?
Sorry for gg on and on and on about $$ issues =/

Okay the medicine is working le. Time for bed!
Merry early xmas everyone (:

p.s: Sissy is screaming at her bf again. SAME activity every single night. Doesnt she know that it's irritating the hell out of every single one of us in the family?! So what her bf is sadistic and loves to her hear scream at him? GET A SOUNDPROOF ROOM! (so she can scream at him all he wants and the rest of the family can stay OUTSIDE the room. grrrrr.

p.p.s: I think the cough syrup makes my mood bad =x

Can't believe that I passed all my modules! ^^
AND ON TOP OF IT, I managed to fulfill my 2009's study resolution!! [Work hard in school! (At least all Bs =x)]

Ok la that will be the only resolution that I can fulfill =/
The wait for the releasing of results is nerve-wrecking -___-||
I dont remember being so nervous during the release of poly results LOL.
AIYO and the #$%^&* jessyMama lied to me that she failed 2 mods! ROARRRR.
She did better than me lor. 2As leh!

That's basically the most exciting thing that happened for the past few days.
Oh and another one is that I've finished buying all the presents! FINALLY!
Now just left the wrapping. arghhhhhhhhhhhhh. Have to do by Wed!!!!

Anyone wanna help me? xD

And so I stayed up a few nights ago to ******** (The word has been *CENSORED*) ah-mei's songs in preparation for her concert in one mth's time.



I AM SO HARDWORKING CANS?!



HAHHAHAHA. Can't believe one month of my "school holidays" flew by just like that. What did I accomplish? Read one nicholas sparks book. and bought 13 presents. that's all. LOL. Oh a watched gossip girls every week :DDDD I'm starting on Glee, cos my colleague says it's nice, and our taste in movies and shows are alike de - Those light romantic comedy/ teenage love story kind of shows haahhaa. So I believe her =/

Found out something 晴天霹雳 (to me lar) yesterday... emo songs will match my current mood, yo. Wanted to cry myself to sleep last night, but i was too tired that I skipped the crying part and went straiiiiight to sleep. HAHAHHAHA. Aiya, this is the season to be jolly, fart-lalalala-lalalalaaaaaaa. so heck those sad moods and BUY MORE PRESENTS, HOHO!

I thought I have abit of $$ left from my (miserable) pay + 13th mth bon, but then I remembered that I havent bought bday presents for my siblings! *screams my head off* Sigh on top of the xmas presents, still have to buy MORE gifts... why both their bdays in nov/dec.. -.-
PLUSSSSSS, i need to buy CNY clothes like, NOW, cos I predict that my jan and feb pay will be gone in a blink. OH and I need $$ for my genting trip. Arbo i have to eat my friends' leftovers and use stones to gamble at the casino liaos T.T pathetic =/

And so to save money, I've been eating breakfast from the dept pantry :DDDD
Free biscuits (a few varieties somemore lOR!) and free drinks!
I LOVE OUR PANTRY :D
(GOT CUP NOODLES TOO OK! Just feel like mentioning it =/)
While ordering the food, our boss wants us to put our names beside the food that we wanna order.. (think she wanna keep track ba), and cos i was damn busy that day, I asked my colleague to put my name beside EVERY food, and she really did!!!! -_______-
To my horror, they ordered ALOOOOOT of food okies. especially biscuits LOL.
So now, I can officially eat any food cos I ordered "everything" muaahahhaha.

Alright time to start work bye. Timbre tonight with the girls yO!
SNOWBALLLLL~~~~~

We're back to square one.
You live your life, I live mine.

Thanks for the precious memories for the past.... months. oh nono. should be years :)
I guess our paths wouldn't cross anymore..
It hurts to think that two friends can be sooooooooooo close at one point of time. Then *poof*!
It's back to square one where we are almost strangers..

Ahh well. There are still many other things to be joyful about. I shall focus on those stuffs then..

yawns

Anyone caught the xmas spirit yet???

The only spirit I caught is the stress on bookings and more bookings and checking avails on our (xr, maggie & I) station. LOl.
Yesterday will go into the history of one-of-the-stressiest-days-of-pH's-life.
Basically Xr, Maggie and I just reverted on "out-status" throughout the day -.-
Total 10 clients got bumped out.

**For those who dont understand a thing from the above paragraph, just understand that pH is stress. that is enough. hahhaa. Usually when ONE client's ad cant be scheduled, I'd hit the panic button le. Imagine yesterday.... TEN of them. wthhhhh. Recession is CONFIRMED over man.

Anyway, I HAVE NO TIME TO BUY PRESENTS, YO.
Plus I dont know what to buy!!!
knsss~~~~ And I dont know who to buy for!!!!
Those who wants a present, pls leave a tag at my tagboard or NO PRESENTS FOR YOU. hahhaa.
Those who doesnt read my blog, tooooooo baaaaaaaaad =/

There're a couple of new staffs coming in ever since shifu and elaine left. haha.
They seem quite fun and friendly and nice :)
But they are not elaine shifu lokewan mkwok leepoh =((
Feels weird that we havent talked or seen one another for... 2 wks le?
But aiya, everyone's busy I guess.... sigh.

I've been coming in to work at 630am for the past few days.
The waking up part is torturous, but it is freaking shiok to clear my work in the mornings hahaha. can reduce the OT too :)
But I am suffering from lack of sleep.
and I am starting work at hotline this sat.
HOPE nth goes wrong man.. cos my kakis all not working w me this sat.
I confirm panick de lor =(


ALright. time to start work..

Good one, yo~

When I told yq that I feel like quitting s_____ & m________,the following is his reply:

Yongquan says:
this has been classified as information which goes in and should be discarded immediately after each session to avoid taking up unnecessary memory space


nice one, brother. HAHAHHAHA.

I finished reading [The Last Song]!
Niceeeeeeeeeeee. :)

And I bought a new hard disk today.
$209.
Price not nice =(

And sissy's present is gonna cost me $200.
Very not nice =((

And the xmas presentSSSSS that I have to buy are gonna cost me i-dont-know-how-much.
Super unnice.

and genting trip is gonna cost me depends-on-how-much-i-exchange.
i wanna die le -_-

Oh well, think I should start reading on my other books le.
Nighttt

Feel kinda weird that I am sorta in contact with bread again.
After.. 4 yrs? HAS IT BEEN 4 YRS LE?
I remember it was poly days HAHHA. I'm sure kit jies tiff nat remember who that is man.
Memories do fade.
It faded till I dont really remember him, and what exactly happened that made me SO mad at him.

Until he came back -_-
and now the memories are all coming back lar.
Like when I walked past this bench near my house yesterday, I went, "HEY! WE SAT HERE BEFORE!" and the thing is, I walked past that bench umpteen times and didnt have that thought until now.

Kinda uneasy. Cos I used to hate him so much, and yet now.... somehow the hate is gone. LOL. yet the hurtful memories remain. definitely weird. like everything doesnt make much sense somehow?

He did apologise though.. for hurting me so much last time. well, he should. =x and he said that he will transfer my $100 back to me within these few days. YES! got more money to pay sch fees le ^^


But aiya, can be normal friends la. but want him and me to be as close as me and my besties. no way man. I cant trust such a person, I guess. haha.



ANyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISSY. you are 21 liao, OLD LADY :D

I BOUGHT [THE LAST SONG]!!!!!
The best thing is, it's FOC. Cos I have this $30 marina sq voucher from last yr ahhahha.
and expiring this Dec lo. pro. I knew I keep the vouchers for smth impt de.. and HERE IT IS! =D

Can't wait to read it and watch the movie next yr. wooooohooooos.

BYE :D

OMG!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dear John is one of my fav Nicholas Sparks' books and the movie is coming out in Feb 10!!!!!! I CANT WAIT YO! The trailer is as follows and omgomgomgomg. the male lead is EXACTLY HOW I PICTURE HIM TO BE LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!! *excited*





And I cant believe I DONT KNOW THAT NICHOLAS SPARKS NEW BOOK IS OUT.
wthhhh. since oct somemore. It's call [The last song] and he actually wrote the screenplay before writing the book! and Miley Cyrus (hannah montana) is starring as the female lead! I cant wait for this movie too ^^ Apr 10. WOOTS.

ANYONE WANNA GET THE BOOK FOR ME FOR XMASSSSSS???? LET ME KNOW OKIE. den I get a nice present for you too. hahhahahhaha. but i tink I'll go find it after work tmr. den buy it and read it like, immediately. hahhahaha.

I feel like reading dear john again now~~~~~~ it's a damn bittersweet book <3~~

It's a relief that exams are over.. one thing off my mind yo.
But there are many more things on my mind...
Like work, work work work.
and money $_$
Anyone who has any pt jobs for wkend pls intro okies.. and jobs for aunties too, haha.
Cant believe it but I'm gg back to hotline to work in dec, which reminds me that I have to submit my schedule soon. all for the sake of $$ yo.

I am trying to imagine myself working hotline on sat (half shift), caryndidi's tuition thing on sun (full day), full time @ current company and taking 5 mods for studies.
wa piangz eh I myself see liao I also tio scared. So.. I guess I have to weigh my priorities..


Anyway, past two weeks had been spent blissfully with my family, despite what happened to my papa and all. I really can get used to this kind of no-work life man. But nah, our family situation doesnt allow me to do that. Lol. plus if I have this kind of life for the next 2.5yrs, it'll become a normality for me and I wouldnt learn to appreciate it liao, right? =)

I think the amount of money that I spend this month is the lowest in this year. LOL. (cos stuck at home for so many days..) okay la exclude my sis's 21st present, which is gonna cost like, $200? WTH LA when it was MY 21st bday, she paid $20 only lor! plus I bought the present using MY OWN $$ then she paid me after that de lor!
oh well, like they say, it's the thought that counts I guess. HAHA~

Dont think I will do well in this semester..cos play too much liao sigh.
Nxt sem try again...

and thanks to mama for all your help with my studies ^^
U AIM A OK! I aim pass =X HAHAHHAA.

Next mon is back to hell yo.
everyone jia you for exams. me will jia you @ work de.

Night!

omggggg WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME?
Dammit man. this is the last lap to freedom le. dont mess with me tonight please.

Last paper in 27 hrs' time yo!
AND I AM SICK. MUHAHHAHAHHA.
cant stop coughing. even pi pa gao doesnt work liao..
I can feel my face turning purple.
A good colour, but I dont want it on my face (other than eyeshadow).
Ah crap.

back to the notes.
Byee


p.s: cant see any meteor shower yest. sian =(
Heard that some kukus saw meteor at 5.45am at ECP.
Dammit la. I went to sleep at 530am!

I just dont learn my lesson.
sigh. Once bitten, twice shy... and yet I go and let myself be bitten once,twice,thrice,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 times.
and yet I still dont learn.

Ok back to mugging, YO.
and I love pi pa gao!
It's making me cough lesser :D

i love gossip girls!

Jenny (From gossip girls) is soooooooo pretty!
Sorry ar, me is too lazy to go and find out her real name and all.. cos im on a half hr break from my studies and cant resist posting her pics here :D

I dont quite like her character from the start.. it's like a little girl trying to act grown up like blair and serena and all.. but cant deny that she HAS grown up (in the show). LOL. plus her hair is gorgeous yo!~ Love the pale blond :D

Ok, this is the OLD jenny. When I still detested her (character).


But now.....

Guess which one is her? :D

Love those legs :D and her hAIR!!! THE HAIR! oMg. chio-ness cans?!
I am gonna re-watch season3 ep9 cos it shows alot of her hahhaha.
for now... back to the books -_-

p.s: Sorry if I create any spoilers for those who hasnt watch goosip girls season3 yet.. but then again i never divulge any storyline k :D

love.

The moment she saw him after the operation, she busied herself by fussing him - flipping his pillow, making milo for him and feeding him with it... etc.

He looked at her with love in his eyes.. "Mommy, 辛苦你了". His tone, too, was filled with love.
She didn't reply him, but her blush, and the expression on her face, showed that she too, love him with all her heart.

It was very, very romantic (:

I think.. I got the answer I was looking for.
hahahaha.


On a side note,
Thanks to all those for praying and worrying and asking after my dad :)
The op is successful! He seems kinda in pain so we'll sayang him more :))
Thanks guys!!!! *HUGS*

daiso and aunties

FINALLY went Daiso with my Ah bu (mommy) and Sissy awhile back.
Hoho. bought $20+ worth of stuffs la. satisfied :D
Could have bought more but the store was closing -____-|||
Plus I was on a secret mission hiak hiak hiak =x
Can you imagine pH in a black cloak and black sunglasses snopping around Daiso, fulfilling her secret mission?!
Cools, YO~

I was mainly stuck at the stationery section, trying to convince myself NOT to buy any of the cute stationery :D
Even steered myself away from the stickers section. Muhahahaha.
In the end I ONLY bought these super cute letter sets hahhaa.

Anyway, ah bu was stuck at the Laundry section for almost 1hr la -__-|||
Bth her. she spent ard 30mins choosing the aluminum mats for the fridge.
Below are some pics that I took while she was taping the mats to the fridge's shelves.

When she knew that I was taking pics of her, she went, "LET ME PUT MY "NICE CLOTH" around my neck first!" omgggg...

This pic even better... she purposely adjusted her ring to face upwards so "the pic will look nicer." -______-|||

TADA!!!! Process completed! Dear "sister", both cans in the fridge are ka(1)-na(1)-cai(3). My ah bu purposely put them inside for me to tk e pic. I told her that my friend doesnt know what kanacai is and she was shocked and went, "下次请他吃!!" LOL funnyyyy.

random pic: ah bu web-camming with Bro and me hiding behind her :D

Dear Xin Ru and Maggie,

I am sorry that you have to cover my bookings for the next one week. I promise that I'll be cow be horse （做牛做马) after I go back to work. and I promise that I will study hard, so that your efforts to help me cover my shits will not be gone to waste. (shit.. waste.. wao. im a genius).

But I cant promise you that I'll fall asleep while studying. You see, that cant be controlled. But I'll try my best not to close my eyes.. I'll even try not to blink o.o

Oh and please remind me to tell you guys the eerie thing that happened in the office just now.
I nearly peed in my pants. NEARLY. BUT I CONTROLLED.
According to our ex-stay late colleague (aka pauline), the eerie stuffs happened at 3+am.
I am puzzled why it happened at 2+am just now.
and I am still kinda freaked out. *shivers*

Alright, it's 4.05am and I shall go sleep or I'll really wake up too late to study tomorrow.
Once again, thank you for helping me cover my dutiesssss.
I LUB U GUYS DEEP DEEP. -> now I talk like big ears aka elaine. HAHAHHAA.

bye bye see you all in one week's time. Hopefully I'll be slimmer by then *winks*


<3,
pH aka ah neh

at 1+am @ work...

pH:
ROARR
i nearly fell aslp -_-
imagine i wake up den my colleagues at work.. THAT WILL B FUNNY RIGHT

yq says:
lol
ph y u still here? u din go back?
HUH??? I MISSED FISH N CO??? OMG

pH says:
DAMn
how u noe that will be the first thing on my mind
U NOE ME SO WELL CHENY
*HUGS*
HAHHAHA

yq says:
loll
awww
人间有爱

pH says:
wtf

one down. two to GO!
Okay my previous entry sounds depressing =/
The paper was bad.. simi proj de topics exam not tested. BLUFF DE LOR!!!!
ALL CAME OUT CANS? ok la not all, most.
BUT STILL.. MOST. wa lao eh. I felt like I trying to crap stuffs out of nothing hahahhahaa.
Basically those that I memorised, didnt come out.
Those that I didnt memorise, CAME OUT.
AND ONE OF THE QNS was about memo format.
@#$%^&* I DID THAT QN FOR THE PROJ!!!
But cos it was like, 4mths ago? So I happily forgot the format.
HAHHAHHAHAHA. Omg so screwed =x (still can laugh....)
And I was so so so so amazed at myself for crapping at least 3/4 pg for all the qns. alright except for the last qn, which was half pg nia. cos no time to finish =x

But seriously, everything was soooooo surreal.
Like I'm in a dream, yo. I felt my legs go jelli-fied while walking into the exam hall (imagine a huge chunk of jelly wobbling into the hall... YUCKS), but other than that everything was just.. weird... hahhaa.
It was till the moment when I opened the qn paper and realised that I CANT DO THE QNS. that very moment, I was slammed back to earth o.o
DID ANY OF U FEEL THE EARTHQUAKE? :D

nvm, now i got the "feel" liaos, shd just jia you for the next paper :D

Tomorrow is back to work haha. Kinda sick, but I kind of miss work you know (KIND OF ONLY!), the normal routine and all. But aiya I miss Xr maggie and Ah cai MOREEEEEEEE.
Not to forget caryn pauline shifu elaine and mkwok.. all of which have left =(

Random stuffs, but 500 days of summer is NICE!!!!!!
THose who 失恋 should watch it. hahhahha.

Another random thing - my pimple is freaking pain. I cant squeeze it cos some random magazine says if I didnt see any white thinggie on my pimple I CANT SQUEEZE. SO I DIDNT SQUEEZE AND NOW IT IS SWOLLEN AND PAIN AND PAIIIIIIIIN.

help =(


p.s: I just hope that we can remain like this forever :)

Maybe it's cos I havent taken an exam in 2yrs.
Or maybe cos of the dramatic events that happened in the past one week.
Or maybe cos I'm too tired...

I haven't really started studying yet.
What is wrong with me?
In the past, if I were in my current situation, I'd have hit the panic button loooooong ago. and started crying now or smth.
Think I am in a totally heck care mood le.
Die? die lo. Fail? fail lo.
sigh.
For the first time in the history of kph's studies, I'm going into the exam hall with almost no info in my head. hahhaha. and fail the paper.
Best. congrats. I deserve it man.

Post-exams

THINGS I WANNA DO AFTER EXAMS
(This is to motivate myself to squeeze 12chapters into my head in 48 hrs.)

1) KTV!!!!! and sing all of xu jia ying and liang wen yin songs
2) JB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (RL YQ KY U READING THIS?! I WANNA GO YOOOOO~) Cheap food so = cheap groceries AHAHHAA.
3) Find another higher paying pt job. hahhaha. sorry sistic. I NEED MORE MONEY. =/
4) prepare for genting trip, yo!
5) Burn my books and notes xD (KIDDING)
6) Spend more time with papa**** IMPT.
7) Work extra hard to make it up to MAggie and Xr for covering my dutiesssss
8) Prepare for next semester!
9) go eat fish and co $9 deal before it is over!!
10) SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!! LOTS OF IT

I'm blogging this cos most of you who reads this, knows what's going on already..
And there's nothing to hide, yoooo.

So much has happened since a few days ago...
But I will be strong.. for my family.
Especially ah bu, who tries to act tough but fails everytime she talks about it.
It's kinda comical, in a sick way. when she turns on her watertap, i'll start and my sissy will follow suit. lollll.
Kinda comical, but come to think of it, not. funny. at. all.

It hurts to see him in a weak condition.. He's my papa, the guy who protects the whole family.. how can he be sick?! He seems so small on the hospital bed... If I can transfer his pain to me, I'd gladly PAY to do it man. But I cant.. and what makes me wanna cry this instant is that.. this is just the beginning. Hope it gets better.. if worse.. then we'll see what we can do..


one thing I learnt is to pretend.
Read from somewhere that if you pretend that nothing is going on, that everything is alright, for that very moment, at least for a while, EVERYTHING will really seem alright.
Sounds logical? hahhaa. i dont know.
But can see that we're all trying that now. I mean, we cant possibly harp on this topic 24/7. no. 1: it's depressing. no. 2: no matter how hard it is, there're still things to laugh and joke about.

I mean, why make others sad with you when you can be happy with them? right?
If wanna cry, just cry alone ba.
As i said, I have to be strong in front of my family.. so no more crying in front of them, pH.


Lastly, thanks for all your jia yous/wishes..
We will de :)

I will be strong. Especially for ah bu...

I feel like escaping.
Into somewhere where no one can find me.
Then maybe, just maybe, I'll be missed.
Terribly, I hope =p

I am in a confusion state of mind. When I'm supposed to focus and study.
H
E
L
P

On a side note, bro is back :) The melody wallet that he bought is freaking chio.
Will tk a pic and upload soon ba.
And I'm using up all my leave to study. Hopefully I really will.
and lastly, I AM GOING GENTING TO COUNTDOWN!
Woots.

Life is good. other than exams and shits that are happening.

CALLING FOR MAC's MONOPOLY STICKERS~~~!!

Dear friends/best friends/good friends/family/enemies =p,

if you eat macs, plsplspls gimme the monopoly stickers k! they'll give you if you buy a set meal. MUST GIMME HOR OR I'll break off all ties with you.
Muhahahhaha kidding =P

Sissy and I are collecting em. hahhaha. trying to get at least one of the prizes man.
Yes we are super aunties :D blame it on my mom =P

Just webcam-ed with my bro(bra) AND HAHHAHAHA I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!
He showed me what he bought for my sissy and me and both of us screamed non-stop la. HAHHAHAHA.
My melody (mine) and Kuromi (sissy's) WALLETS!
WOOOOOOOOOTS. UPZ man.~

okie time to watch my show liao. I NOE I SHD START STUDYING BUT I CANT HELP IT.紫玫瑰 is too niceeeee

For once, I understood QM (quantitative methods)'s lecture. omggggg.
The wonders of reading-your-notes-before-lessons.
I swear that I will read my lecture notes before the lesson itself from now on.
(I KNOWWW.. I am supposed to read all notes b4 lec, but I never do that b4 in my whole entire life =x)
but heh. all my lessons for this sem is over =/
So I guess I can only start doing that.. in next sem? =x

Thought of changing course to comms studies.. but after thinking for weeks, I decided that no way will I give up man!
It's gonna get tougher, but we will survive.. right mama? :D
Okay la i can say that now..but when exams is really nearing, I'll feel like waving white flag liao. hahhaah.
I see some of my friends (ie. RL), studying when his exams is like, 1mth away? Mine's 3 weeks away sia. hahahhaa.

Time to buck upppp.
And there's something to rejoice - PAY IS IN!!!!! (finally)

I AM FALLING SICK -.-||
Wth nooooooo. not at this time man. exams is in less than 3 weeks! and I havent started studying! And my last lesson for QM is this thu! must go de lo..
But I've been sneezing nonstop for the past few hours. and my throat is like damn itchy + pain + rawwwww now.
and oh great, my left nostril is blocked.

I think i shall go apply some vicks and sleep early. wheeeee.~



And i'm feeling damn grouchy.
ROARRRRR

lolz

Had drinks with my new-found "brather" yesterday.
We went to alps and this guy sang this *erhhmms* song that caused us to cringe- in pain, I think. HAHAHHHA.





Enjoy it yourself ba =X

bro says:
LOL
SEE THIS
http://www.tp.edu.sg/ezines/t's/Sep_05/hap4.htm
READ
LOLOLOLOL

pH says:
HAHAAHHAHA
HOW DID U DIG TT OUT?

bro says:
I TYPED YOUR NAME
ON GOOGLE

pH says:
kit wrote the article by the way =x and she interviewed jj lo

bro says:
AND IT'S THE 2ND LINK
LOLOLOLOL

pH says:
wtf
wadz e first link?

bro says:
woah
facebook
facebook is crazy now
i type erjie name, doleries, also appear first on fb
doleries yuniko

pH says:
wao
fb so famous sia
got anyone say bad things abt me?
since u googled me haha

bro says:
lol
no

pH says:
idun put my name in my blog so quite difficult to find haha

bro says:
others are unrelated to you

pH says:
see im such an angel

bro says:
'Pei Hui is a very sweet and slim girl........................'
i saw slim
confirm not you
LOL




Sometimes I dont know whether to laugh with my bro or kill him xD

Thanks for all your concerns :)
the verdict is tomorrow though. Or rather, later today.. lol.
Still deciding what to do manz...

And thanks senior for going drinking with me this sat YO!~ 不醉不归!~~~
Oh and Happy birthday!!!! dont know if u'll have the chance to read this though. LOL.

Wed and thu will be long days at work. -.-
Then fri and Mon are off days yo~~~~~~~
and I'm going to get my long champ bag. heh heh.
Just cos it's purple xD
kY is so happy that I'm buying it la. madness. LOL.
I'm gonna have a holeeeee in my pocket, with the expensive bag + a-mei concert tix. =(
Plus need to pay for sch fees soon!!

I wanna watch my sister's keeper!!!!!!!!! though I know the movie de story liao, I still wanna watch!! Cos i cant find it online =/

alright. all those chionging papers, reports, lab reports, projs, assignments, homework de jia you man!!!!
One more day and I'm saying goodbye to projs for the next few mths~~~~

3.26am and I'm still awake.
again.

Time to get some serious rest this weekend.
I'm so gonna heck care my studies and do nothing but sleep........
In the meantime, JIA YOU FOR PROJ!!!



have thought long and hard about the current situation I'm in.
and I realised that.. nah. things are not what I think they are.
I think I've successfully pushed those unnecessary thoughts out of my mind (:
SO proud of myself lars.
jia you pH.


AND AS FOR THE PSLE MATHS QN abt the sweets and chocolates, I KNOW HOW TO DO LEH! omg. so shocked that i got the correct answer la! given the fact that I havent touched algebra and mathematics since i graduated from sec sch hahahha. Then again those seem like chicken feet compared to stats and QM now. sighsigh. I miss those days when I can score in mathematics =( now i just suck at it. SIGHSSSS.

ok time to sleep. tmr is gonna be a looooong day..

I made the wrong move.
and I am going to pay for it... -_-

why are you telling me such thing for?!
WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR MOTIVEEEEEEEEEEEE.
You think I'm dont have enough 烦恼 is it?
Now you gonna make me think and imagine who is the one whom you talked to, what you said, what was the conversation about, what exactly happened.

I HATE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

i am in a bad mood, as you all can tell.
I HAte it when I cant understand QM!!
It is ruining my life.!!!!
and whenever I think of the mountain of workload waiting for me tomorrow, I feel like sleeping forever.

I am soooooooooo tired... of everything!







Sorry if i sound whiny of emo these days. I'll revert back to normal mode after my last paper. arghs.


Update:
I FOUND SOMEONE WHO LOVES LIANG JING RU TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMGosh finally someone to chase her and go to her concerts with me ^^
Now I dont have to ka jiao my friends to go with me liao =P
senior, you have good taste man :)))

I need someone to wake me up -.-||

i can't let myself get in too deep this time.
Plus i know for a fact that there'll be no happy ending to this story..
This point has already been made clear.

The question now is.
Withdraw? Or just whack and enjoy what I have now?
haha.

I'll only get hurt in the end what. so... enjoy ba..?
But withdrawing will cause lesser hurt.

ROARRRR

sighsighsigh..

I hate good-byes..
People that I see (almost) everyday are just gonna disappear out of my life le..
tomorrow's loke wan and mkwok's last day.
one mth later will be shifu and bigears'.

I know that we all say we must keep in touch.. but it's heart wrenching to know that I wouldnt be part of their lives, you know?
Plus I keep ps-ing them to go out cos of schwork.. but at least I still see them in the office..
Soon it'll be very different le..
yes we might meet up once or twice after we all split.. but not everyone will be free to meet up together. there're 9 of us leh. what is the possibility that we can ALL meet up? (nat u shd be pro at stats now, pls calculate for me hahaha.)

and after a few months.. years.. we wouldnt even contact anymore..
This has been the same old cycle all along..
I still remember dover colleagues.. we said we have to keep in touch... now leh.. I dont even talk to most of them liaos..
Guess this is unavoidable ba........


On the other hand, I am SUPER glad for them for finding what they wanna do (: and leaving this hellish place ((:
Just let me emo for awhile more.. and I'll feel happy for you guys (:
*hugs*

Had one of the best nights of my life recently...
with you (:

I refuse to put my hopes up that it will happen again anytime soon.

bro again

pH says (12:11 AM):
*ANYWAY. u noe tt day.. late at night.. this bee look alike thing flew into er jie and my rm!!!!!!!!!!! den she slept le -_-
*u noe wad i did? ;D

bro- says (12:12 AM):
*you fart
*and it died


HAHAHHAHHAAA

ok it's 230am and I still cant sleep -_-
Is it the ice milo I drank just now?
Argghhhh.

A blessing in disguise though.. my friend re-added me into msn!!!
(the reason for re-add is complicated la. dont wanna go into it. smth to do with his stupid msn's prob =x)
The last time i checked, ehhh a few weeks ago la, he cant get a job.
Now he has like. 5 job offers!! SO HAPPY FOR HIM LA!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then I went to jobsdb and check things out...
Woooo seems like the economy is UPZ liao =D
Saw this admin job that is $1.9k at loyang. but there's free transport from bedok res road!
The best thing is the working hours is 8am to 5pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FIVE PM. Imagine if this job is those kind that can knock off on time.
I HAVE TWO WHOLE HRS TO TRAVEL TO SCHOOL. (CAN TK BUS LOR!!)
and on off days, I CAN REACH HOME AT like, 6pm?!??!??!?!?!?!??!?!
AND SIX PM IS WHEN THE SKY IS STILL BRIGHT BRIGHT IN THE SKY, YO~~~~!

I can have normal dinners at normal hours at the normal dining table with my normal parents and abnormal sister.

sigh.

This is so tempting...... maybe i should just try to apply?
But cant bear to leave my colleagues =(
aiya i go think about it first. not as if they'll want me RIGHT!


ok this is bad. now im like so excited and I NEED TO SLEEP!!!! tmr is chionging at work day!!!!
HELP!!

and oh. PLEASE LAO TIAN YE...
PLEASE DONT LET ME FAIL STATS!

I PROMISE I'LL START ON MY MGT PROJ TMR.
PLS BELIEVE ME!!

FUN!

Had SO much fun yesterday till today (:
I LOVE bonding sessions hahahhaha.
AND KITE FLYING IS FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We laughed till siao for so many times that i lost count =D
Erm but I wasnt really kite flying la.. more like laughing at the things my friends did =/
didnt want to risk having the kite touch the ground so I didnt dare to try it for long =P

Let's do it again after exams!
this time I wanna make my own kite!!!! WITH MY CHIO PIC ON TOP :D

It was dinner and drinks after that.
I FINALLY GOT TO DRINK SNOWBALLLLLLL! niceeee..
But heard from dunno-who that the drinks there not as nice as other places de :s

And woots. Love the games man (:
A few of them were tipsy/high at the end of the pub session. my gosh they were acting so crazy HAHAHHAA.
and even though we were sticky AND SMELLY and uncomfortable, we went to ECP!
and continued playing games. I was abit tired at that point of time.. and wanted to sleeeeeep.
A few of them went home at ard 3-4am? And kY, viv (YES! viv!), yW, jcp and I went to ECP macs and continue talking till 5am.

Then it's home and BATHE and BEDDDDDD <3

Thanks MUCH MUCH MUCH to yw for driving us around and helping us to save quite abit on cab fares (:
and thanks ALOTTTTTT to kY's mom! For helping us prepare the food for the picnic/kite flying session~~

Cheny, hope you had fun on your bday HAHA.

BUT OMG I ATE SO MUCH YESTERDAY LAR! AND I SLEPT SO MUCH TODAY!!!!!!!
I FEEL LIKE A PIG! (not difficult to feel like one la. cos i look like one too. oink o.o)

kY let's go jog soon!

Ok, fun's fun and all. but it's back to reality tmr.
ARGH. stupid work.
and ARGH. I realised im supposed to finish my part on the grp proj today but I slept whole day!!!


PH u are SO DEAD!

Tired of..

Work
The usual things... piling higher and higher.. I now scold vulgarites at least 3times a day. wooohooo.

School
SO much self readings and SO MUCH stuffs to understand.. In a super confusion state on where should I start? what should I do first? I think I need to sit down, and think everything through. and PLANNNN.
and oh. No more procrastination! Pls slap me when you see me procrastinating. thanks.

the constant tired-ness
I sleep at 11pm and wake up at 7am, i'm tired. I sleep at 2am and wake up at 7am, I'm still tired.
ARGHH pH what do you want????????????

Waiting..
For your replies.. told myself countless times.. shuan le ba. just FORGET IT.
YES YES. PH. JUST FORGET ITTTTT. and then the next moment, you'll say something that makes me SO SO SO guilty of wanting to kill and cook you into human curry. and you'll also make me ask myself... "did I think too much?"

Then the cycle will begin. over and over again.


ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Back to h***.
I'm gonna die under the pile of "pending things" and "undone stuffs".

oh yes, you'll go to hell after you die, I'm sure of it (:

I need to test my hp recorder after this week. (this week too busy le!!)
Then i'll record every single insult she threw at us, insults that bring our morale down and make us DL with her and our work.
Then.... I'll decide on the next step later.
maybe hand to HR on my exit interview or broadcast it over the radio.
I mean, what's the use of working for radio when I cant use the facilities right?
hahahhha i am just kidding on the radio thing.
Of cos I wouldnt do that -_-|| I dont wanna die yet okies.

This week is gonna be shit. and there're only 2days left to this week cos friday is I-plan-your-off-day-for-your-cos-you-suck-and-dont-have-the-right-to-plan day.
Tmr have to stay back to clear my pile of work.
Thu..confirm alot of lates de.
Wanted to go back to office just now aft class to finish my work..
Then my mom got very very mad at me for wanting to go back there when it's already so late.. plus she said, "为什么你要这么拼命呢?"
Which is a damn good point. As my dear boss doesnt even appreciate our hard work and all the effort we put in.

So I decided to go hm instead.

Thinking of the accusations she "spitted" at us this afternoon... makes me feel like throwing the P&Ls, schedules, proposals, whatever-forms (those who dont know, these are the paperwork that we deal with everyday) to her face and scream LOUDLY (like the HD SCDF Total Defence alarm tt loudly) "DO IT YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

okay, I think I said too much here le.
BUT I CANT STOP.

Oh another thing. One fine day after my MC/leave (i forgot which one), I went back and found a PLANT sitting in the middle of nowhere.
nono, not those small cactus plant. is those HUGE plant. I swear it's bigger size than me lor.
at least 1.5times bigger. but since I lost ABIT of weight le, maybe its now 1.75 times bigger, I dont know.

(i bet $1k is she put there de. maybe she told her kids, "let's have a family outing today! :D let's move our plant to my office! :DD)

ANYWAYS, whenever i walked past that freaking small space, the plant, which was seated right beside that freaking small space, would brush against my arm.

After a few days, it starts to look suffocated/dying/"seh-ed".
I would very much like to think that it got poisoned by brushing against my arm :))
But nah, we should let such wonderful thoughts occupy pH's mind (:
DONT WORRY MY DEAR FRIENDS!!!!! PH'S ARM IS STIL INTACT =D
I have a super arm =DDDD

Anyway, over the weekend, IT GOT CHANGED INTO ANOTHER SIMILARLY HUGE PLANT!
wao. I guess the first plant really died. (sorry no condolences allowed here)
Then again... no sunshine (cos she says can't open the curtains cos will get bad luck or smth *ROLLS EYES*) and no water (the only water is at our SUPER MINI pantry, a few steps away from it..poor thing :x). therefore, I'm not surprised if it really died.

And guess what. this plant STILL brushes my arm when I walked past. ONLY THAT NOW IT IS PAINFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it actually CUTS!
I'm waiting for the plant (which I suspect is FAKE), to cut my arm den I bleed or smth.
Then I'm so gonna scream loudly, point at the plant with lotsa tears in my eyes, and WAIL, "OMG THE PLANT TRIED TO KILL MEEE!!!!'
Sorry. too much drama liao.

Okay enough plant stories. (I dont wanna have nightmares later -____-||) I have to wake up in 5.5hrs thanks to shit workload waiting for me in the office.

BYE!

P.S:
Dear friends, sorry for so much agitation in this entry. I wanted to vent all my ccbs, knns, tmds, Fs here. But I controlled myself. I'll leave those beautiful language to tomorrow, if she says we never-do-work/never-put-in-effort/nothing-to-do-so-keep-talking-and-laughing :)

OH and I hope she does read this entry in this little blog of mine.
So she can see how much she has hurt us all these while by throwing her "nonsense temper".
(Those who dont know.. she said we cant shout and vent frustrations in the office cos we'll hurt other ppl aka HER.) well, she doesnt know that she hurts us so many times le.. sniffffff =(

Sometimes I wonder.. Am I that difficult to talk to?
Why does my Sissy ignore me/gave me short and rude answers whenever I tried talking to her?
It is really frustrating talking to her nowadays..
Even mommy is feeling helpless too.. I can see that..
It's like she's giving up on my sis.. but cant blame my mom la.
She has been trying to talk to my sis for years.. and didnt succeed.
we've long ago labeled her as, "她是这样的.. bo bian".

Then I realised that.. she has been telling my bro alot of her suffs (through msn cos he's at shanghai now ma). Stuffs that she'll never tell me in a million years.
I tried to talk to her.. get her to open up and stuffs.. and she ignores me.
But now.. knowing that she opens up to other ppl when my mom and I here are trying sooo hard to talk to her.. that fucking hurts man.. plus the way she treats her friends are totally from how she treats her family. That alone can make me want to murder her while she's sleeping -_-||

But I know.. I should be thankful that at least she's opening up to someone, instead of feeling a sense of helplessness and uselessness for not being able to communicate with her..

Sometimes I really feel like treating her the way she treats me all the time, just to let her have a taste of her own medicine. ARGH damn pek chek!!


****

Been slacking for the past 2 days.
One work to describe - SHIOKS.
Oh man I miss this rest-during-the-weekend times =(
Slept (almost) the whole day yesterday, watched 2 movies, then went to k with colleagues ^^
Today is still sleeping and movies. hahahha.

Yes yes I know.. I should study abit.
So I'm gonna read the first chap of my mgt textbook after I bathe.
But oh man, current life is good man.
Next next week is back to hectic schoolwork life..sob.

Stressss

Haven't been this stress in years man.
The last time was yr 3 exam i think.
And now it's like double stress.
Work + school. It's really not easy man.
Heard it from tons of people that it's not easy..but to experience it myself is... -speechless-

Plus there're SO MANY bookings now. GRRRR.
And EVERYONE is requesting to put their ads in the prime time.
wa lao machiam like shifu and I are 神 like that. If we can squeeze all into prime time, OF COS WE WILL! Just to get these people off our backs.

Sheesh. damn bad mood.
Must be cos I'm sick + tired.
-.-

Mama and I finally finished our stats proj at 6am this morning.
Seriously it's thanks to her that I survived till this day.. THANKS MAMA!!!! :D
KO-ed for 1.5hrs and it's back to work.
Am so not looking forward to work these days. sigh.
Plus my nice colleagues-turn-into-buddies are leaving one by one.. =(
I'm sorry that I keep skipping lunch (to slp or do work) and outings as well.
sighsighsigh. It is heart wrenching to think that next thu is pauline's last day.. =((

Soon it'll be Caryn's last day.... and hopefully, hopefully mine soon.
If only my family were richer... I would quit my job like, IMMEDIATELY and tk up pt jobs or smth. But we're not rich.
Nevertheless, I wouldnt want to trade this family for anything else. ^^

OH YA.
Sent bro off on Monday. Took half day for it lol.
B4 he went in, we hugged and I had tears in my eyes. When I turned to my mom, she was sobbing uncontrollably LOL!! =X
I half cried-laughed when I saw that.
Then she hugged my bro and cried harder
And bro got tears in his eyes too..
SO Touching =(

My bro has been updating his fb with pics and comments.
Seriously, I'm beginning to like his dry humour. LOL.
It'll make me ROFLOL, except that the floor is dirty, so i shdnt roll on it.
Sissy and him have nightly chats (on mic and webcam) on msn now la. tian ar. machiam like some couple la.
I reckon sissy is lonely cos her bf is in army HAHAHHA.

Anyway found out today that toto is 3mil! and the draw date is today!
So I took out a box and threw in pcs of papers with nos on them.
Then I picked 7 nos and asked mommy to help me buy :D
Think only 1 no. came out in the end -_-|||
But nvm la, expected. cos I have no luck in gambling de =(
Just let me win more tix in inter-dept ballot I'll be happy le la =P

Alright time for bed.
it has been a looooong week.
Night :)

Nice video =D

It doesn't matter whether we are rich or poor.. as long as we treasure our parents.. that's true happiness to them ba(:

the ah mas look soooo lonely at the end of the clip.. so what if your children are capable and rich?
You are still alone..

Few random updates that will make no sense unless you know what's going on:

-I am loving these kind of conversations with my besties (:

-Bus 25 and the last memory I had of it. hoo.

-

PMS- Post Mayday Syndrome

After 7+ months of waiting, the two nights filled with excitement, laughter, screams and loud singing is over. Like a blink of an eye.

It's amazing that we waited 7+mths for just 7+ hours concerts (both 828 and 829).
AHHHH I CAN'T BELIEVE IT IS OVER!!!!!!
nothing exciting to look forward to le -__-
oh wait, there is. Graduation, hahaa. but that is 3 yrs away.
darn.

I am so glad I went to both concerts (:
Who says content same... different lor. hahhaha.
and I still cant believe that they played ai qing de mo yang yesterday night!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nearly went crazy okay. Totally didn't expect it cos they didnt sing it on 828.
It is my most fav mayday song and is also the song that made me fell in love with them <3
I still remember those days when senior ld would play e guitar and sing la! Nostalgia sia. haha.

The money has been totally worth it man.
Dont care what anyone says.. I'm still going to their concerts even after I turn 30 =P

ok, time to buck up and so my personal finance assignment.
Dateline is 5 days away!!!!!
I'll post pics of e concerts soon (: Aft I gather all from shifu and jikit.

五月天 D.N.A concert - 828

The concert is SIMPLY GREAT!!!!!!
omg when i heard the first few songs that ah xin sang were my least favourites, i went like, sian diao.
but after that he sang almost all my fav songs!!!!!
EVEN 如烟!!!!!!! OMGGGGG. and I just kept screaming non-stop.
Poor shifu had to suffer beside me hahahhaha.
ANd the 志明与春娇 is SUPERB!!!!!!! they played alot of hokkien songs, and can tell that ALOT of the xmm and xdd dunno how to sing and mayb never even heard of them b4.. zzzzzz.
OMGOMGOMG i can go on and on and on about how wonderful it is hahhaa.
they sang past midnight for us!!! luckily there was a relocation of seats and we ended up so much nearer to the front ^^

But hor... wasnt high enough la. firstly, our section was SOOOOOOO unfriendly. it is obvious that they went just to listen to the concert -_- 2ndly, the dear friend beside me dont wanna stand up with me hahahahaa. If u ask me to stand and wave my lightstick alone, I wouldnt be able to do it la =x So i sat throughout. =/

NVM. tmr i shall jump high high and hopefully I'll land onstage =D
I swear I will scream masa's name louder than today xD
HE IS SO CUTE LA!!! he seriously sounds like a duck when he speaks, and that's SO CUTE!!!! LOLLL.


p.s: just realised that they didnt play ai qing de mo yang and ting bu dao!!!!

coco before chanel is nice (:

I cant wait for time traveler's wife and my sister's keeper.
WOOTs.

I cant sleep -_-
This has been happening for the past one week liao.
My brain is SUPER tired, yet I just cant sleep. -_-
Cos of stress? maybe ba.
I feel so dumb. Cant even understand stats.. and now personal finance.
sigh. kill me baaaaa.
I should have just taken communications la... writing is SO much easier compared to mathematics now. where is my maths power.... sighsighsigh.

I dont know why, but WC manages to make me feel sleepy and.. sleep.
hahaha. WC!!! why are u outside nowwwww. SEE now you cant hypnotize me to sleep.

OB and stats lessons ending soon.
I will miss my group/classmates man.
they are so nice and fun to talk to (:

YES IT IS RAINING!!!!
time for beeeeed!

madnesses

madness.
Finally finished compiling OB grp proj.
wa lao eh. who would think that compiling is so... tedious?
esp when all 3 of our writing styles are freaking different. -.-


madness.
I got better results in my stats quiz than OB.
AND I HATE STATS. -.-

Thanks to Cheny (i owe u ice creamSS i know) and mama for your help ((:
It's time to chiong for PFP indiv, Stats grp & stats indiv (SUPER DIFFICULT).

ALl of which involves maths.
I wonder how, long long time ago (ok la 6yrs ago), I can understand and LOVE maths..
Now... i feel like a totally different person la.
I'm a maths idiot now. SIGH.
SO DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF!!

LAO TIAN, GIMME BACK MY MATHS POWERRRRRRRR PLSSSS!!!! *SOB*

madness.
I just peeped at my pfp 2nd indiv assignment and it is @#$%^&*
jiu ming arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~

I suddenly have so much to say that I dont know where to start -_-.
I think it's time to give some updates about my life.
This is after all, my blog, and I hope to read the entries again when i reach 80 (hopefully I'm still alive by then) and remember what it felt like to be young (:

School
School has started for 3 weeks liao.
3 letters: O.M.G
Too overwhelming. haha. firstly, i'm excited to be back in school.
Then, I'm afraid that I'll fail.
On top of it, I worry every tue and thu that I cant get off work on time.
Plus, I have soooooo many chapters to read and I cant find the time to read them, because I'm busy doing its/other mods' project/quiz.
And the best thing is, I dont have any biz bg and I dont know what the hell the lecturer is talking about smtimes (read: Statistics *sniff*)

To top everything off, I know that it's gonna get worse. I have, afterall, 2+yrs more to go.
WHeeeeee~

ok finee.. to be fair, I had predicted the above even before I signed up for this course
But hor, above all the worries and anxieties and question marks during lessons, I am kinda glad that I'm back to school to learn (:
And one thing I have to do ASAP is to get use to this lifestyle- QUICK.
Cos my projects are all due - SOON.
PH WILL SURVIVE WITH FLYING COLORS - even if i have to lose my slp, I'll TRY to accomplish that :D


Work
one word- CNN (chicken neh neh =x) But i'm loving the colleagues. You guys really really rock! Thanks for covering my duties when I disappear to go school (: Esp. to Shifu and Caryn. ok la and elaine also ;D lols.

Home
Family is well. Papa mama sissy bro all well :D
But bro is gg off to shanghai for 2 freaking mths soon.
Im at a loss of what to do man.
HAHA. I will miss him (because hez the one who helps us to catch all the insects! We'll also wake him up in the middle of the night to catch the insect sia :X)

Health
IM NOT LOSING WEIGHT.
=X

Friends
I've not been talking to alot of friends man =(
I'm sorry. pls bear with me and take it that I went to erms, jail or smth. WAAHAHHA.
pH will be back after 19 nov (LAST PAPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
After that I wanna go ktv with many many ppl!

ok wanna say more but I'm really damn tired.
So, BYE!

i <3 my bro (:

pei hui says:
SNIFF
I CANT BELIEVE I CANT SEND U OFF LAR!

MS:
-_-
use a pigeon and send me a letter lo

pei hui says:
i'll eat it
YUMS\

MS:
....i can't believe i got such a cruel sister
thank goodness you are born in the high technology era
if you are in the past i think those ppl who use pigeon and send you mail will never get your reply
:(

pei hui says:
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've decided to remove the previous entry just because (:
aiya what for get so angry right.. I bet that's secretly what she wanted, or maybe, craved for.

I was thinking about the things/outings I missed out since I started school (which is like ONE week ago?!)

-Outing with Jies
-Dinner with yq and chanmama
-NDP preview show!
-Free aaron kwok movie
-Ktv with the colleagues
-the upcoming mayday autograph session

ANd many more to come -_-
But guess what?
I didnt study, much.
arghhh kill me..

I really have no fate with mayday =(
Firstly is that free concert which we queued so hard for.
In the end, I hurt my leg and cant go. Sigh.

Now, they're coming on the day I have school.
School or idol? obviously is school lar.
Let's say I pay $2000 for this sem (more than that actually.)
and there are 20 lessons in total (ok more than that la)
Each lesson ~$100.

So tell me, how can I skip a ~$100 lesson and go all the way to IMM to see mayday?
My 良心 will definitely 过不去的.
Plus i'll lugi. cos pay money le ma.

Conclusion is...
虽然有一千，一万个不舍得, I have to give up this chance to see mayday *heart breaking sound*


Okay go slp liao.
Sniffff.

p.s: Was watching harry potter yest and today on ch5. No matter what those ___ (FILL IN THE BLANK) ppl said to me, I still think it's nice =) of cos book nicer lar.
p.p.s: kit, I think ron still looks okay in globlet of fire =P

Reasons why I miss and love KKH so much (:

We were talking about giving me a christian name becos. everyone. cant. rem. my. name.
and i dont want that to happen in school!

Case 1
[pEi hUi aka pH*©] says (1:08 AM):
*i dun like gabrielle hmm
*gerolyn like quite difficult to pronounce

KKH says (1:09 AM):
*eh u like "G"?
*http://www.babynames.com/name/GARDEN
*this one loh
*also G
*buahahaha

Case 2
KKH says (1:17 AM):
*sounds sophisticated.... type
*aiya simple
*follow me
*i gordon
*u gordony
*LOL


Case 3
KKH says (1:18 AM):
*i know ur name liao
*peedghe
*peedge
*peedge kwok

[pEi hUi aka pH*©] says (1:19 AM):
*peedge? like page?

KKH says (1:19 AM):
*no
*pee edge
*= ph
*hahahaa


Case 4
KKH says (1:22 AM):
*u always ask me
*why so scared of mee!!
*scared of girls!!
*why!
*why!
*:D

[pEi hUi aka pH*©] says (1:24 AM):
*HAHHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*YES I DID!!!!
*itz true wad
*:P
*now still scared?

KKH says (1:24 AM):
*yes
*phobia
*peihuiobia

[pEi hUi aka pH*©] says (1:25 AM):
*PHOBIA KWOK SOUNDS NICE!

KKH says (1:25 AM):
*MUAHAAHAH
*EH
*IT INDEED SOUNDS NICE
*:D

[pEi hUi aka pH*©] says (1:25 AM):
*really leh. how
*=( PHOBIA KWOK PEI HUI MUAHHAHA

KKH says (1:25 AM):
*=) u noe kkh always support chius one even u use phobia kwok
*:D

[pEi hUi aka pH*©] says (1:27 AM):
*LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*no wonder i love u so much <33

KKH says (1:27 AM):
*hahaha pei hui is the person not the name
*even u change pigu
*u also is the girl i noe
*:D

Such a sweet lil boy HAHA!

Sometimes, hardwork and loyalty is not enough.
Sometimes, you give all that you can, and yet, you get accusations and sarcasm in return.
And sometimes, there's simply no justice done.

But what can we do?
This is the real world man.
A world of craftiness and complexity.

我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦那么多累
那么多莫名的泪水
~@mayday-疯狂世界


However, it's also because of these 讨人厌的 happenings that make us appreciate the good stuffs MORE in our lives. Contrast and comparison, you know.

pH's advice is, be true to yourself, eat more, shit more, and hope that the shit will lessen the weight in your body =)
OH! and how can I forget. When feeling demoralized, mayday's songs work- all. the. time (:

*****

Enough about those kns stuffs. Life is still beautiful. Just filter those #$%^ matters and fill your mind with the wonders around you ^^

I have tons of back-dated stuffs that I wanna blog but.. the current biggest mission in my life is clearing my desk for school in like, oh. 17 days?

SEVENTEEN DAYS!!! O.O


How did time fly pass so quickly?!
Goodness. One mth ago I was looking forward to my birthday (no not the increase in age), and the taiwan trip.
and then WHAM!
It's one month later o.o

Frankly speaking, i'm dead scared to go back to school and working at the same time.
But I'll survive, because I'm pei hui the great (:

On a side note, the number of my MY MELODY stuffs are increasing. woooooot! Thanks to Cheryl & Dan for the pouch and the diary (: and thanks to my colleagues for the radio and cup ^^

Now, when I take a look at my office's desk, I'll get a shock cos it's filled with MY MELODY stuffs. HEHE :D

Will update everything with pics hahhaa.
and I'll blog abt the tw trip on Sunday if I managed to tidy my desk =/

In the meantime, I shall go sleeeep.
Byeeee!


p.s: As I'm losing my freedom in 17 days, Please ask me out (if i didnt ask you out) in the meantime!!!! I wanna catch up with everyone b4 i kena put behind jail!!!! (ok exaggerate la =P)

花痴

And so (kY and) I went to visit cheny yesterday night.
Finally saw the 传说中的 blue and red teddy bear (with half an eye gone lol)
Thanks to yq for wanting to drink bbt. Because I went to buy bbt, I saw my prisch mate.
AND Oh~~~
HOW shuai he has become~~~~~~~

Really o.o
Even my colleagues say this time my taste is not so bad =P
For those who dont know, people always say I have bad taste in guys =(
When I say one is shuai, they go EEEEEK WHERE GOT! YOUR TASTE DAMN BAD LEH.
ie. DM :'(

Okay I'm like so 花痴 now lar. I think I repeated the story between him and me 374957496 times today :D

HAHHAHHAHHAHA.
But aiyo, eye candy 而已 la =)

^^

It feels great to be home!!!!
Though i'm totally not in the working mood today lol.
Still dreaming about my sotong wor =x

and im so tired. argh. but i wanna watch my show!
and i wanna slp! Cant we have 48 hrs a day? =(

Erms pics of tw will be up soon I hope =)
Aft i get all the pics from the rest and filter them first.
mkwok took quite a few slim pics of me WAHAHHHa.
I AM SO HAPPY I'M SO GLAD.. AND I LUB HER =x

ok back to my 心星的淚光 (:
Jerry yan so shuai.. i nearly bought his cd in tw wahhaha. den caryn scolded me siao =(

2 pics before i go..

Chioest pic shifu took of me HAHHAHAHHAHAHA. it's blur, that's why it's chio =) n my nails very long leh lol.

THIS IS DUPER NICE LAR. I WILL GO BACK TW FOR THIS AND THE SOTONG *SLURPS*

Last night in tw (:

@ this time tmr, I'll be back in sg!!!!
I miss my parents :/

Hmmmm looks like I've missed out on ALot of things while I'm gone.
One friend found his 'other half'
One went for surgery
One said he has impt stuffs to update me

&$@!?/#^**}¥!!

Why did exciting things only happen to the people I love when I'm gone?
:/

Anyway senior, if u're reading this, your cam TOTALLY rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so gonna buy u smth out of appreciation even tho I have to change more money :/

I had the most delicious sotong yest. And I forgot to tk a pic of it.
KNS!!!!!!

Ok I'm out of here. Night!!'

Bon Voyage

Dear all,

TRY not to call me for the next one week, okays?
Cos I have no $$ to pay for the hp bills lol.

You can call if there's smth really important.
Or you miss me ALOT *blush*

BYE!!!!!! I'll try not to miss home and everyone here :)

p.s: Thanks to Mommy for basically helping me to pack 3/4 of my luggage, then scolded me for bringing too many things.... o.o LOL. I still love her la =P

p.p.s: thanks to ky bestie for running to my house at like, 1am? to pass me the universal plug so that if my colleagues wanna use, I have an extra one for them to use. *hugs*

p.p.p.s: Thanks to senior for lending me your camera with only one string attached-- take gd care of it =P I WILL DE!!

CARYN LOKE IS COMING TO FETCH ME. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~

happy bday to pH!

In a few minutes' time, the DAY OF THE YEAR! will be over.
Muahahaha~

Thanks alot to those who wished me a happy birthday (you know who you are :)).
I'm very surprised that some of them remembered! (fb's ones not counted cos they can see that it's my bday =P)
Eg is Richard. omg. I dont even remember telling him when my bday is. Lol. and he's not in my fb either :s
And there are those with special msgs like Cheryl and Xinru. haha.
I received an sms from LONDON WEIGHT MGT TOO! -> im not their member I SWEAR~
Wth. I think this is lao tian's way of telling me, "ph, time to jian fei." hahaha.
And joyce (ky's friend and sec sch mate) is so nice to post a pic of me in her blog! HAHA~
But I think the one that takes the cake this year is WC. tt idiot asked me for the timing on my hp on 9jun cos his "pc timing cock up and wanna adjust to the correct timing."
I totally believed la. Who knows it's a story that he cooked up so that he can tally his clock timing with mine. So that he'll be the first to wish me happy bday.
Aww so sweet. LOL.

Ok update another time..
time to pack my luggage yo~
I FINALLY BOUGHT MY LUGGAGE =)
PURPLE SOMEMORE hehe~

我不想，我不想长大~

My last 24 hours as a 21-year-old...


ohnoohnohonooh noooooooooooooooooooooooooo....
I DONT WANNA BE 22! I havent had enough fun yet!!!!

It feels weird not going to work yesterday and today after months of constant working on saturdays and sundays.
But it's definitely a great chance to rest before the the trip next weekeend! :D
(though I auto-ed woke up at 7am today.. knsss)
I suspect that I'm more excited to board the plane than the taiwan trip itself.
Muahhahahha. This may sound noob, but I CANT WAIT TO SEE THE COTTON candy lookalike clouds up close! :DDDDD

Dont laugh at me la, this is my first time taking a plane ok =p

Just watched leap years again and it rocksssssssss!
I loveeeeeeeeee the story ^^
quote from the movie..

""Love", as defined by Plato, is the ancient desire to reunite with the other, recovering our original nature, seeking to make one of two, and through finding that, attain true happiness" nice.

And I CANT WAIT FOR NEW MOON!!!!!
though it'll feature more on Jacob and Bella. bleah. =x

20 nov -_- that's ages away, but it's one day after my last paper! :D I doubt sg will show on the same day though.

BYE

From one of my past entries

....

"She clutched onto her umbrella tightly as rain hammered down in torrential sheets.
At last, she spotted the bus stop and hurried over to it.
Once she stepped into the shelter, she heaved a sigh of relief.
Just as she looked up, she saw.. him.
He looked at her at that moment and their eyes locked.
It was only for a few seconds, but it felt like a long time....

She smiled weakly, but the smile faded instantly as she realised... he had a girl beside him.
Tears pricked the back of her eyelids.
She then looked away, not wanting him to see her cry.
All she wanted to do was to dash out of the bus stop - with or without an umbrella.
Coincidentally, Jay chou's 心雨 was playing on her mp3 at that moment.
Perfect."

....


I can still remember the hurt and pain as if it happened yesterday.
But omg. The above happened 2 yrs ago leh... o.o

Suddenly feel like going arcade to throw bballs and play puzzle bubble.
hAHa.

Penniless -_-

Where can I find that old, wrinkly RICH husband who's dying soon?
(ky's recommendation.)

And i totally forgot abt the "2009 resolutions" at the sidebar till yq pasted it for me to see.
damnit. my bday is coming and im nowhere near losing 20kg. hahahahaa.
and neither am i saving $300 a mth.

SO I MUST GET at least Bs FOR MY MODS OR THE YEAR IS WASTED! DOWN THE DRAIN!


ok time to slp BYE.

When you wash your body, wash your hands too ;)

Intro-ed by yq~
If mr brown wasnt so damn hilarious, I'd have dislike them for insulting wonder girls' song.
But itz MR BROWN! so I'm LOVING IT :D

omg. freaking $100+ for the student pass?
I can scare ghosts away with my pic on it. Heh.

I'm Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo NOT prepared for school.
Ahhhh save me.
Lucky I have mama with me. hahahhaa.

(:

Received my very first birthday present (or should I say, card) today....

All the way from CHINA!
Thanks Miss Jies for your thoughtfulness =)
And yes, you're the first =P
But.. faster come back la =(

The above card makes me think of how this year's bday will be like.
Definitely much much smaller than last yr's. haha.
NO I will not have a bday party. In fact, not for the next... 50 yrs perhaps.
Too tiring le. old le. haha.
I'm thinking that the best way to spend the actual day will be...
Sleeping at home =x
Or go out to eat (EHUB BBT!!!!!) with my mom/friends.
And packing my luggage.
The stuffs that I wanna bring over to tw is ENDLESS.
Should I bring my 128372847395 earrings over?
And my family photo? =X

Ok I'm getting a bit ridiculous, right?
haha. Please bear with me as this is the first time aku is gg on a long trip ok.
Long = more than 5 days :P

Anyway, today's one of my besties' first day working @ THE workplace!!!!
I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING HER AROUND :D
But I guess no chance la... her working hrs so weird.. :s

Okay time to sleep.. though my hair is nowhere near dry. Arghs. Maybe I should go cut it again.
-.-||

Before I go....

Pic of mommy and papa outside SIS. (you can see the building behind them~) To ex-sistic-ers, do you miss the place? MUAHHAHAS.
They were there for the peranakan (did i spell it correctly?) show. Could not resist taking a pic of them as it has been a long time since they dressed up like this and go on a "date". Hehe :D

This is a more recent pic. (erms like 2days ago?) of Miss titini ng/mrs lim. hohoho look at her cotton candy moustache! So cute :D ok I'll upload the other pics to fb soon I promise! Gimme more time k cos working life kinda sucks right now. sigh.

BYE!

Taiwan

And so the taiwan trip is in 2 weeks' time.
I am trying freaking hard NOT to get excited over it cos tw has 1 case of H1N1 liao.
(the last time I checked la)
If the situation worsens, I guess I might choose not to go in the end...
Dont want mommy to be so worried that she cant sleep at night (trust me, she can be that worried)

But omg I cant help but look forward to it.
My first time on an aeroplane..!!!!
I FEEL SO NOOB. Like, can i bring my mini vicks on the aeroplane???? WILL THEY CONFISCATE IT???
I'm hoping it'll be a superbly cool experience :D
If it is a boring experience, PLS dont tell me ok. let me find out on my own xD
And I am SO going to ***Stay Real store!!! ^^ Though the stuffs are freaking expensive, at least I can see see look look. OOoooo~~~ and and and!! I AM SO GONNA BUY ALL THE MAYDAY BOOKS & STUFFS AVAILABLE <3333

But ok, I need to clarify smth.
I wouldnt be buying any presents back for anyone, except my ah ma and my family cos I wanna buy the tai yang bing and I wanna have a reason to buy many many boxes =P
The reasons are as follows:
1) KPH IS BROKE
2) This will be a tight budget trip.. *gulps*
3) I will most probably spend most of my money on FOOD. cos my main aim is to try the food there.


OK I have another main aim. To take pictures of the signs in TW.
hoho. At least I have smth to do while walking ^^
Now, I need a good camera, and I know just the RIGHT person to borrow from xD
(no ky it's not u, dun worry. cos I know your baby is too precious for me to borrow =P)

argh. so many stuffs to do but so little time!
I need to buy a luggage for a start. Wanted to borrow from mkwok but mommy says ah ma is going to Japan after I return (AHH I WANNA GO TOO!), therefore I'm lending my new (and non existance) luggage to my ah ma too.
I'm trying to find a PURPLE one cos of the obvious reason, and my ah ma likes purple too ^^

ANd and and! What about the clothes I'm going to pack??? and should I bring my calendar book along? and I need to call singtel to activate my auto roam! Or else no one can contact me! and MONEY ISSUES! WHERE TO CHANGE! OMGOMGOMG. and do I have enough money? Not enough how??????
Many more worries but cant think of any now cos I'm panicking (at 2am in the morning somemore -_-)


OK I GO SLP LE. TO PREVENT MYSELF FROM PANICKING.. BYE

***Stay Real store is a store that sells clothes designed by ashin and No2good. they also design the tshirts for the mayday concerts, etc.

The facebook "How well do you know me" quiz is so fuN!
But I dont know why (almost) everyone guessed that I had my first bf when I was __.
lol cannot reveal ans. haha.

I had one of the most torturous days yesterday. I went fb to do ky's quiz, and to my horror, I found out that I only know how to ans ONE qn.

ONE. And I've known him since I was like, 9?
As I skipped one qn after another, I screamed louder and louder. =x
Sissy abit buay tahan me lol.

After that, I went to meet yq and ky and I thought that it was a good chance to "trick" ky to tell me at least one of the ans to his qns.
BUT GUESS WHAT.
EIther I'm a bad tricker or he's a GOOD, cos he didnt tell me any of the ans!
#$%^&*(
KPH doesnt want to fail her bestie's quiz you know. cos it's gonna be so damn malu.
In the end, I resort to helpline.
I called his bro for ans. hahahaha.
But still didnt get full mrks la >.<
And I realised that it wasnt so bad after all, cos there are a few qns that I THOUGHT are the ans, and they are :D

Time to get to know ky all over again. hahahhahaha.

******

Anyway, thanks to S** for the tix to the Peranakan ball musical tonight.
Shouldnt reveal the person's name cos I dont know if it's safe to do that. HAHA.
You made my parents' day cos it has been a LOooooooong time since they last went on a "date"
Mommy and papa looked SO happy when I met them la, which makes me happy as well. haha.

Wanted to post a pic of them that I took just now, but laziness is overtaking my whole mind body and soul.
Freaking tired today.
Tomorrow will be worse. woohoo.

Night

yawns

I feel sick.
I'm eating lil during meals omg.
WILL I SLIM DOWN? :D

And I had the most spicy tasting zhu du tang just now.
tian ar i was basically sniffing away and dripping tears into the soup throughout the whole meal.
In the end, I didnt even finished it. POOR PH =(

Why is my life so pathetic that I'm discussing my meals over here?
Anyway im stepping out of the house for the first time in 2 days tmr.
Whee~~ Tiff and kit i cant wait to meet you two!

Super shiok for the past three days.
Fri was work. but still ok cos ah cai and i were just standing by. and i cleared alot of my stuffs :D
Then aft tt was party world with mochi. I didnt sing much but drank quite alot (for me). and the total freaking bill was $303. wth!
I just gong gong pass my card to the staff. and aft he went out for like, 3 mins, I turned to the others and asked, "the bill $303 leh. is tt ex?"
DUH of cos ex la -.-
then it was supper (dinner for me) @ blk 85. woots. orh lua ROCKS~~

Sat didnt go work cos I was sick. Stayed at home the whole day and basically f4-ed and sleep.
And today? same thing. haha.
But i've been sleeping at wad, 7am in the morning?
Thanks to a certain someone. heh.

2 more eps and i'm done with f4.
What should I watch next?
Mommy introduced cinderella man but aiyo i hate ongoing shows. I'll wait till i die.
One eg is gossip girls -_-|||

Anyway next week is a 3-day week for me.
Whee~~~~ Let's go dte for bbt! and airport for popeyes!
Eat again -_-

Anyway sis helped to buy a mother's cake for mommy just now (of cos I paid for it.. since I have poor siblings. bleah.)
Can tell that mommy's really pleased, cos she kept "nagging" in her i'm-so-happy-tone that we're wasting money blahblah Lol.
It's so cute to see her act this way sometimes.
And i LOVE seeing my family happy. (who doesn't?)

Okay this entry is getting boring.
Hope smth exciting happens SOON! (like meet masa <3)
My life has been work and MORE WORK for the longest time.
argh.

Cant wait for the tw trip in june!
MAYDAY HERE I COME~ muahahhahhas.

BYE.

Of F4 and bitches

Currently Addicted to [Boys Over Flowers], aka Korean's Meteor Garden (F4!)
The storyline is really damn good. I've watched the mandarin version 4 times, jap's twice and watching Korea's now. omg koreans are really very emo la!
I can totally feel jun pyo's (aka daomingsi in jap and tw version) mom's love for him and I dont hate her as much as the other two moms.

I have 15more epi to go. jia you manz.!

Skyped with kY just now for awhile.
SO FUN! hahahhaha cos this time round, I'm using my bro's laptop and there's a MIC :D
I remember the last time i used it was with yq jason and jcp hahhaha. and i had to TYPE cos the computer has no mic =(
Hoho. next time when i'm online, skype me plssss.
Save phone $$ :D
But haiz ky has a WEBCAM but me dun have! I'm so gonna buy one SOON :D (cheap de :x)



a certain bloody some1 is making me damn angryyyyyy.
But mommy says that there're good and bad people in this world. (damn i sound like some guai kia hahahahah). So just bear with it. The worse she is, the more I'll appreciate the great people ard me. ((: aka the other 8 char bors :D

I hope karma knocks on her door soon!!!

p.s: tt @#$%^&* has to go back to kindergarden to learn:

1) Caring for others
2) Thinking for others
3) Being real to people (whatever happens to 真心对待人？)- No matter how you try to let us think that you're real, plssss... We can see that you're fake inside -.-|| and it irks me that I have to be fake to you too or else I'll tio complained -________-|||

sigh. wake up your idea girl. If you're abit more genuine and think abit more for others, I'm sure everyone will start to accept you.


p.p.s: I know you're jealous of us. admit it la =P

___________________

ANyway, I hereby thank miss loke wan yu caryn for ALL the help she'd given me for the past 2weeks.
She basically covered almost all my bookings while I cleared the lates and other stuffs (say liao also no one will understand what I saying...so better dont say what those stuffs are :D)

THANK YOU!!
MUACK MUACK HUG HUG hahahhahahhahaa.

It's the existance of people like her that makes me cant bear to leave *tears in eyes =P*

ok time to slp.
BYE!