Mr. Darcy: You must know... surely, you must know it was all for you. You are too generous to trifle with me. I believe you spoke with my aunt last night, and it has taught me to hope as I'd scarcely allowed myself before. If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. My affections and wishes have not changed, but one word from you will silence me forever. If, however, your feelings have changed, I will have to tell you: you have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love, I love, I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on.

- Pride and Prejudice, 2005.

omg.
That show has no doubt hit one of my FAVOURITES :D
I watched it twice in 3 days.
this is how much i like it. hahha.
I will watch again lo. aft my exams =x

wao. nearly one mth without any updates here.
Think that's the longest hiatus so far >.< The reason is cos i've been busy tweeting than blogging. heh.

Life has been set to repetitive mode - work, bitch about work, school, assignments, outings with friends, work, bitch about work, school.... you get the idea.

Oh ok, one additional thing is jogging sessions with @resa0712 and @chenyongquan. DAMN NOW I AM BLOGGING LIKE I AM TWEETING o.o
And though we've only had 1 jogging session so far and i dont know how many more I can last (oopss =/), I am really grateful to the 2 of them for putting in the effort to help me. It's cos of people like them that makes this world a much better place to live in :)) And I really dont want to disappoint them so I promise I will try to run as much as I can, ok? I wanna be like this guy name BEN who took oneyr plus to slim down by running haha.

*To clarify, I also have other friends who try to help! @tiffanyMyLaoPo especially. but our schedules always clash =( NEH MIND TIFF! once IF i can jog faster I will catch up with your schedule k!!!!. HAHHAA~

But first, I need to control my diet first. which sadly, i'm failing terribly =(
How to do it when there are SO much good food around? =/

Sissy saw my mochi friends on Tuesday and she commented "how can you stand going out with them? All of them are slim and/or small size!" And then it struck me that that never occurred to me before cos i've been around them almost half my life and am already used to it o.o

Which is a bad thing IMO cos I will never be self-conscious in front of them (being the only big sized one) = I will continue eating instead of trying to slim down!!!!! PLUS, when we go to places like newyork newyork, I can't bring myself to eat salad (WHAT IS THAT?!?!?!) and vegetables (OMG HORROR) while they indulge themselves in something wonderfully named "mozzerella mushroom cheese chicken cutlet" (totally not their fault cos they are slim, REMEMBER?).

So I guess the first step is to have self control.
By self control, I mean pinching myself or stabbing my stomach with a knife/fork whenever I try to order MozzerellaMushroomCheeseChickenCutlet instead of a boring, plain, tasteless salad. ok I think I just made salad sounds like something bad. (maybe a vulgarity).

To replace F*** with S****:

What the SALAD!
SALAD-ing HELL!
SALAD YOU!

ok the last one sounds terribly weird and erms. kinky? yucks.

My point is, I should eat more at home and only drink plain water when I am out with them. hoho. can save more money for my tw trip, IF I AM STILL GOING, that is.

Alright. that's all k thnx bye.
Time for lunch =/