I'm dreading work tomorrow.

DAMN.
I;ve been so busy that I havent catch up on mayday news.
AND THEY ARE COMING FOR CONCERT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KNSKNSKNSKNS.
I JUST MISSED THE PRE-ORDER DATEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

sha le wo ba.

i'm gonna explode soon

I'm reaching my limit soon............
Today, I shouted "phark" so many times that I lost count.
SO MUCH WORK, too little employees.
Shouldn't the boss do something when almost the whole dept stayed back to clear their work?

I broke down and cry when my mom called me..
Told her that I would be home late cos I need to clear the shit at work..
And she was so concern about me.. asking if i'm alright and all... then I just cried.
I was so afraid that I could not finish my work..
And I know i'm not the only one having that fear..
We've been working as late as 1am in the morning, sometimes even later.
What did we get in the end?
Scoldings from boss cos we didnt do our work well or carefully..
like wtf. how can we do it well when we go home at like, 11pm and come to work at 830am?
there's not enough sleep!!!!

Anyway, my ah bu got mad and asked me not to work late.
She's mad at my boss.. for not caring that we have SO much work and stayed till SO late ALL THE TIME.
I actually approached her just now.. telling her that we have to stay late again to check the #$%^& STUPID SHITS.
SHE DIDNT EVEN CARE LOR. SAID WE HAVE TO DO IT COS the bloody sales people already got approval.

If i were having an arguement with my boss, she'll rebuke that she did tell us not to stay late.
But do you know what her next sentence is?
"dont stay late.. but you have to clear your work before you go."
how contradicting is that?
She even hinted that we talked too much during work, went for lunch for more than an hour, and played games during work.. thus have to stay back to clear our work.
HELLO? WHO WOULD STAY TILL 12AM?!?!??!??! even if we play games, went for 2hr lunch and talk during work, it wun add up to a 6-hour O.T lor.
The best thing is, if we were to shuddup during work, dont play games, and not have any lunch AT ALL, we'll still work O.T.

she doesnt protect her employees AT ALL.
ALways help the other dept people. But when we need help?
She'll go, "help them check." Even though it was clearly stated before that we could not help them to check certain stuffs.
Bend the rules for other ppl and not even thinking of your own dept stuff's welfare.
Great boss.

THE ROOT OF THE PROB IS UNDERSTAFF, MY DEAR BOSS.
GET IT?

I am not selling my life to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today, I escaped from work at 630pm to meet the girls.
SUPER glad I met up with them... and we ate my favourite cartel ^^

Good things never last long.
Tomorrow is gonna be hell.
Please pray that we'll all survive...

Thanks to those who helped today..
Esp. Miss Caryn Loke (((:
She's a life saver man... helped us unconditionally for the past few days~~
And of cos my dear partner and dear maggie~~
Felt bad that I went off early while my other colleagues stayed till 11+pm to finish up the work...
Esp. to my dear partner...
But there's NO WAY that I'll miss the dinner with the girls.. cos it's once in a purple moon when we can ALL meet up tgr...

Jia you everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let's go drink!

Maybe it was because of stress..
Or because we were talking about my past r/s and I was pissed about the fact that I-can't-remember-the-details-and-I-only-remember-feeling-sad.. -.-
Or maybe because.. I dont know.

But when my dear colleague dared me to drink a glass of vodka, I just did it without thinking twice.
Even though I knew she was joking. =D

And FYI, the most amt of alcohol I drank is 3 sips >.<
the glass was too much.
I felt giddy and felt my stomach burning...
And abt 10mins later, my face was burning red -_-
LAOYA PH.
lol.

yQ, let's go drink this sat man! =D

And well, we worked till 12am again today...
Sianz.

Of aunties and uncles

I need sleep.
Please give me more sleep.
zzz.
Sep is gonna be a bad month.. I can feel it.
Work + more work.
okie.. this is 我自找的.


My mom (super auntie 的 auntie.. all my auntie-ness comes from her btw.. =x) is trying to tell her friend sistic's website as I type this.
LOL.
SO SUPER CUTE LAR~!!!
She went (in hokkien), "w.. w.. w... 一个 dot... sistic.. s-i-s-t-i-c.. 多一个 dot...com.. c-o-m.. 又多一个 dot..s-g"
Okay, I think you have to hear it to find it cute =x

And today, this uncle caller called and asked, "HELLO, 请问这里是不是 LIPSTICK?"

lipstick= sistic o.o

I love aunties and uncles sometimes.
LOLLLL.

I shall be guai and go bathe and SLEEP now.
BYE

Same location, same people, same time.
Yet the feelings cannot be more different.
SO glad.. cos I can now confirm that it really is over :)
I'm so relieved that I can talk to you like before.

anyway.. MY NEW COUSIN IS BORN~~~~
Congrats to Uncle John and Auntie May!
Little baby Bryan is so gonna be in the centre of attention in our family =)
I'm going to see him tomorrow ^^ CANT WAIT!!
My whole family went to grandma's house to see him today..... BUT suay me had to work so couldnt go with em.. roarrrrrrrr.

Okay time to sleep bye.

I'm losing interest in blogging. hoho.
Tired la =(

I had one of the best ktv sessions last saturday (national day).
We sang, danced.. and basically went crazy~
Kinda sad that we didnt manage to see the fireworks. But nevermind, there's still next week's fireworks festival! :))

Been working late for the past few days (again -_-), and I cant help but wonder if I'm selling my life away to my job. Zzzzz.
It is a problem when almost the whole dept stayed till 11pm just to finish their work.
-.-||

Went ktv twice in a week~
pH! SAVE MONEY! =X
It's a good thing that I'm putting in more hours to the p.t job this mth.. JIES! work same shift as me okay??? :D

Anyway, thanks for the treat, Senior!~
Kinda unexpected, but I'm glad we met up and trashed things out.
Pls give me more treats in future =/

Okay this is a super random entry. as usual.
Im tired I shall go sleep zzzz

Can scars.. ever be healed?
Even if healed.. it wouldn't be the same as before.. right?

If only I could turn back time, I would have done things differently, I guess.
But too bad, I cant turn back time.. so the only thing I can do is.. look forward.

*****

Heard 晴天 (by jay chou) on the radio the other day..
And omg suddenly all the memories just appeared, as if those stuffs happened one mth ago.
But no, it has been 5 yrs le. haa. Cant believe that time passes by so fast.
Then, I realised that that was the only time I put in alot of my feelings.
and ended up getting hurt over and over again.

Ever since then, I learned :)

It has been one week since my last entry. and guess what?

reminder1: SAVE MONEY.
Stop spending on unnecessary stuffs ---> spent like $200 in one week. omgggg.

reminder2: Dont snack on unhealthy food! ---> erms apart from the chocolate that I ate just now, I managed to fulfill this!!

reminder3: I'm not selling my life to my job. I DON'T HAVE TO WORK MY ASS OFF. ---> sad to say, I worked till LATE for almost the whole week. knssss

reminder4: Sleep more. ----> slept 2 to 4 hrs a day for the whole week -_-

-_-||
ok time to go slp =x