To my sister.

I've thought long and hard before I decide to post this. If you wanna get angry cos of this entry, be my guest. I just wanna let you know how I feel.

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Ever since the stunt she pulled a few weeks ago, I realised that she has changed.
Or perhaps, the problem lies in her NOT changing.

She has not changed her sucky attitude towards her family.
Okay, her attitude towards her friends have changed 180degree. from a bitter gourd face to smiley.
But her family? SAME old stupid attitude. no. not same. is much worse.

And yet she has changed. Bf and friends more impt than your own family now, huh?
You think you can just ditch your family aside?
Sometimes I'm really evil and wished that her bf dump her and all her friends betray/leave her.
Then she'll know the importance of her family. US.

She just doesn't know how much our parents love her.
How much every single one in this family cares about her.
She's simply taking everyone for granted.

I really don't know whether to cry or laugh now.
The little girl in our family has grown up.
And where does that leave us?
Rubbish bin?

Okay to be fair, ever since that stunt, she has been returning calls and sms-es.
But the point is, she did not even FEEL sorry towards us for the anxiety we felt while she MIA-ed.
She just very 理所当然 think that she's not in the wrong.

I can feel that mommy and papa don't really wanna care about her anymore.
For goodness sake she's gonna be 21 this year, cant she at least TRY to care more about this family?
AND STOP HER F*cking ATTITUDE?

Damn I feel like crying now.
I really hope she reads this entry.
and know how I really feel all these while.
How we feel towards her attitude all these while.
I'm sick of the way she treats us.
SICK of how it hurts everytime she shows her high and mighty attitude.

If you're reading sissy, I just wanna tell you that I love you.
But if this goes on, my love is going to turn into disgust sometime in the very near future.
Don't blame me for the things I'm going to do and say then.