I think I've bitched enough to last a lifetime.
Felt a little better after blurting out everything...
Sorry to anyone whom I've frightened (with my behaviour) for the past 24hrs.

From now on, I just have to keep reminding myself- I dont have the right to be upset.
times 10000.
Will it work? I dont know.
I just know it hurts like mad...
Esp. when one of my ah yis told me.. give up ba, it's not worth it. 女人要自爱..
Alot others never say anything.. in fear of hurting I think.
But I can see it in their eyes... give up ba ph...

omg I know I HAVE to give up.
The problem now is, do I want to??


ARGHHHH!!ROARRRRRRR~
!@#$%^&*


To add on, there was supposedly this jingbao news which, in normal circumstances, I would go, "OMG WHAT A BASTARD" and bitch non-stop. But it pales in comparison to the news above.. lol... I thank those who cares to let me know and rest assured that I will take steps back from this stranger... =P