....

It finally got through my stupid, thick head that we can never go back to how we used to be.
I guessed that throughout these 6 mths, I've been holding onto this tiny hope that we can go back to the times when everything was still okay between us. Best of friends.

But hey, we cannot turn back the time.
Sometimes, when something is gone.. it's gone forever.
Like the bond between us. How we used to know what each other was thinking and feeling. We could just sense it.
But now.. it's gone.. And something tells me that it is forever.

I can't seem to put in words what I'm really feeling now..
What I can say is I've never felt so weird talking to you before..
Oh man.. I think I'm beginning to regret about the call..
Just hearing your voice is torturous enough.
Having to face the fact that our chemistry is really gone and there's no more hope left...
seriously, I dont know what I'm going to do.
Then again, there's nothing I can do except to forget that you exist and BE HAPPY.
Oh man... what happened to the pH who filters sad stuffs easily?

To anyone who cares: Don't worry, I'm okay. The above are just my thoughts.. I wouldn't be this depress in real life cos pH = happy girl :)

To anyone who doesn't care: good.. don't care so much =D



Anyway..

I've been tagged! By Peiyi/Janelle

Link to your tagger and post these rules.List eight (8) random facts about yourself.Tag eight people at the end of your post and list their names (linking to them).Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

8 Random Facts about myself:

1. I love to eat french loaf. Esp the one from Breadtalk (WO HU CHANG LONG)

2. I'm afraid of any kind of animals. Eg. Insects, fishes, birds..

3. My fav local TV show is 福满人间 & 不老传说

4. Ι cant seem to put my thoughts into PROPER words most of the time (recently)

5. I'm afraid of saying the wrong thing all the time.. and 90% of the time I'll end up being afraid for nothing COS I WILL STILL MANAGE TO SAY THE WRONG THING -.-

6. I am very scared of my different groups of friends not liking one another

7. DM is just an expired infatuation that got stuck cos it's like part of me liao. (like the color purple) When you think of me you'll link to purple, fat (dont deny =P) & DM. But I have to admit that IT IS SO EXCITING TO SEE HIM and HIS SMILE IS REALLY CAPTIVATING =/

8. I get excited very easily esp seeing stars (not those in the sky 0.0) and I'll want to take pics with ALL of them (except sun ho -.-) cos I 宁可杀错也不可放过. Don't say I bian tai hor that's the kiasu-ism that most singaporeans have =P


Those whom I would like to tag: (tho I know more than 1/2 wouldn't do.. pls PROVE ME WRONG =D)

1. Jikit
2. Tiff
3. YQ
4. Keng Tzu
5. Xiao Mei (yes limei that's u =P)
6. w3nmin9
7. kY
8. Yanling


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围墙-李玖哲

不知不觉又过了几天
我想我习惯了忽略
去忽略没你的时间

不近不远走在谁身边
我想我适应了一切
这一切没你的时间

某条路某条街某首歌某间店
某种熟悉但如今却刺眼
不碰触不跨越为自己留一些安全界线

谁都以为不听不看也就没感觉
一转身才发现空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味

谁有所谓或无所谓也不能改变
原来是我在爱上你的那瞬间
就困在围墙里面