no mayday

Mayday concert should be ending soon now..
and I'm at home instead of at stadium green..jumping and having fun with my friends...
I'm really mad at myself for missing the concert.
There're alot of IFs running through my mind.. IF I had not gone cycling.. IF I had seen a doc straight after I injured my leg.. IF I had rested more and walked less... then maybe.. maybe I could have gone to the concert.

It's not about the concert... bro and the other people who spoke to me are right... I'm so silly. There're other mayday concerts. In fact, there's one coming up in Aug and I've already paid for the tickets.. so why am I STILL so upset about missing this one?

Have you ever waited left, right, up, down for something for months.. and FINALLY, when it's here, you cant go for it? That's how I feel right now.. and the worst thing is.. I chose not to go to the concert. Have thought it through the night.. and I made this decision cos a) I didnt want my mom to worry about me (she has been taking care of me since I came home from chalet..), b) my foot really hurts and it seems really bad and I dont want to deterioriate the condition. Really sorry to kit..cos I made her queue with me for the tix and now I didnt got for it...dui bu qi =(

I've cried one whole afternoon about this and I'm SO tired now. lol. pls dont call me stupid.. I know I am. But managed to watched 3 movies - Wild Child, 13 going on 30 and the perfect man.. so I guess it's not a wasted day.

To Kit, Lide, pauline, xinru, caryn, yilu, huining, kev, juju- hope you guys had fun :) i'll join u all in Aug!

maybe u guys will think that I'm making a mountain out of a molehill... if like that.. then whatever la.


p.s: lokewan just sent me a pic of masa HAHAHHHAA. THANKS GIRL!! u're so sweet ^^