I dont know what I am doing anymore.
If only I could turn back time, I will not do what I did.
Haiz. I think I ruined things just when it changed for the better.

but like what a friend said, why do you care when the other party doesnt even give a damn?
this friend always makes me feel better.. and yet, at the same time, makes me feel as if my heart is being shot.
haha.