fake concert. argh

The concert might be fake after all.
Zzzzzz.
My world came tumbling down when I found out..
The skies turn black.. my eyes don't shine anymore...
Everything in my life seems to be a waste..
I feel dead...


LOL drama =D
But was really sian ONE WHOLE when I found out the possibility -_-
talking about that, I dont understand why people say "sian 1/2".
Isn't one whole more.. WHOLESOME? o.O
Aiya it's gonna be another one of the question marks in my life.

Currently listening to GOP radio stn.
muahahhas. SC rocks~~
Cos he plays so many old and emo/sad songs ! ^^
and many of my fav songs like YUE LIANG DAI BIAO WO DE XIN.. =D
I'm gonna sign up to be backstage crew lol..should be fun to apply what I learnt..
that is, if I still remember what I learnt =/

anyway, I'm still up at this hour cos it's off day tmr~~
But I'm gonna spend the whole day packing my room for CNY *roar*
Just bought a new cupboard~ I love it though it's not purple/pink.. cos it's spacious =D
I'm gonna paste my darlings on the cupboard.. and yes tt include mochi & polymates & MAYDAY~~~
And hopefully I will have time to watch a few epi of Gong zhu xiao mei!


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Can't believe that I called you out of excitement and we actually had one of the better conversations in... 7 mths.
Has it been so long?