5th

*EDITED*

In a few days time will mark the 5th month.

One thing.. just one thing can dig out so so So much memories.
To think I thought they were erased from my mind.
Zzzz.
Letting go.
Can it really be done?
A few of my friends have done it.
But... does letting go mean you don't hurt anymore?
Even when the person is standing in front of you?
Even when every single thing you do reminds you of that person and memories keep playing in your mind 24/7..
yet you dont feel any sharp pangs in your heart?
Does that mean you have fully let go?
I dont know o.o

What I know is that when I act happy and laugh and talk and joke around, I feel like I am really happy. Lol.
Psycho o.o
I guess I should be thankful that my life is so busy right now that I dont even have time to breathe, let alone time to thinktoomuchie.

And I am thankful that I have my wonderful friends (who are mostly busy mugging/doing projs/ORD-ing at the moment xD) and super nice dover colleagues AND my super nice current-job's colleagues AND super duper ultra OMG nice KKH AND nice sistic ppl (bro included) AND of cos other ppl like AHMING, cheryl, daniel, zixin, xin (tho I havent seen them since 400 yrs ago? HAHA)

AND OF cos my family.
Okay, they're weird people.. like my mom, who dyes her hair at 2230 @ night.
Or papa, who ALWAYS tried to trick us (and failed), but never give up trying.
Or Bro, who only sends chio bu home.
Or even sissy, whom I suspect got a lovebite WHAHAHHAHAHA.
I kept teasing her about it and she insisted that I dont know how a love bite looks like and she would love-bit herself just to show me how it looks like -__-

Okay so basically we're all weird.
AND i love em ^^


p.s: sorry la have to find some happy stuffs to write about ma. hahhaa. pH is a happy girl after all, okay =)





Oh anyway,
Very tempted to skip work today and go for fish leong event.
But then... I decided that work is more impt.
KNS SINCE WHEN I BECOME SO work-minded de? Eeeeeeeek.
But I guess I make the correct choice in the end.. couldnt leave the rest of my colleagues to do my workload as well right~
I think that's why laotianye "helped" me to get the pic of me and fishie yesterday. whahaha.
Cos pH is being and responsible and good and hardworking girl.
*sigh* long time since I last praise myself =X