Wednesday, 11 July 2007

"2am and the rain is falling
Here we are, at the crossroads once again~"

yes, it's Trademark's only love.
But no, i'm not craving for kbox.
Neither is it 2am nor is the rain falling.

But yes, I am at the crossroads. AGAIN.

To take the job or stay at current job?
It's giving me a headache. kanasaiiiiii.

I still have to go through interview.
So it's not a "confirmed-mine-job"
It will be a good experience. definitely =)
It will be a super different environment from ALL the jobs I've done so far.
Which is good, i think.
So what am I hesitating for?

Fear of not being able to adapt/ do a gd job.
And of course, the people. I'm super particular about the people.
Like my current job. it's not the most fascinating job in the world (haha), but it's definitely one of my fav.. and it's cos of my great colleagues =))

and I HATE POLITICS. But it's everywhere. argh.
Someone once told me that if you want to work in a minimal politics world, find a government job. But hahahaha. bluff de lor.

I remember the first time something like that happened.
It was sec 2 - lit class or non lit class? In the end I chose the non lit class. Till now I dont know whether I regretted or not. haa.

Then it was sec 4 - JC or POLY? I guess alot of people were thinking about this at that time. In the end, I decided to go POLY cos i hate jc. cos of the sci and geo blahblah. though I have to admit that I MISS MATHS AND CHINESE!!! =(

Next, it was CMM or HTM? I struggled for a looooong time before I came to a conclusion. lol. In the end, I decided to jus follow my heart and go with CMM. and see where it got me now? no place in a university HAHHAHAHA =X

And now this.
Oh tian ar.
Should I just go for the job?

Ok la the pay is not high.
It's the experience.

Am I bold enough to give it a try?

I think I shall go think some more.

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